Different.
Dear (those who watch me),
I have met someone. They make me feel good about myself. I have never seen them, and they have never seen me. I have never heard them, and I remain unheard to them. But, none the less, we talk everyday. I miss them when we don't. My friends often make fun of those who meet online, and have a "relationship", but I know this is different.
We have opened to each other in ways that I have not done with friends that I've had for years. We are honest with each other on all levels, and accept one another. We accept the differences we have, and cherish the similarities we hold. We've made odd, and beautiful, connections a few times, now.
We are going to talk on the phone, tomorrow night, for the first time. This leaves me enthralled and anxious, all at once. I am worried that I will let her down, or I will be less interesting "in person", however interesting she finds me, now. The best thing I can do is not change my attitude, and stay the person that I am; Stay the person she knows me as. It's just easier to choose words if you can stop mid-sentence and think.
I've changed. I really have. And, it's for the better. I don't care what people say; They just don't understand the bliss I feel. I was telling my friend, just the other day, that finding the girl of my dreams would be impossible. I have found a girl that fills in blanks that I have left. If there are bumps in the road, I don't care; We can learn off of each other.
I hope I get to see her, someday. But, I already know she's a beautiful person.
Turning the page to his new chapter,
Evan
I have met someone. They make me feel good about myself. I have never seen them, and they have never seen me. I have never heard them, and I remain unheard to them. But, none the less, we talk everyday. I miss them when we don't. My friends often make fun of those who meet online, and have a "relationship", but I know this is different.
We have opened to each other in ways that I have not done with friends that I've had for years. We are honest with each other on all levels, and accept one another. We accept the differences we have, and cherish the similarities we hold. We've made odd, and beautiful, connections a few times, now.
We are going to talk on the phone, tomorrow night, for the first time. This leaves me enthralled and anxious, all at once. I am worried that I will let her down, or I will be less interesting "in person", however interesting she finds me, now. The best thing I can do is not change my attitude, and stay the person that I am; Stay the person she knows me as. It's just easier to choose words if you can stop mid-sentence and think.
I've changed. I really have. And, it's for the better. I don't care what people say; They just don't understand the bliss I feel. I was telling my friend, just the other day, that finding the girl of my dreams would be impossible. I have found a girl that fills in blanks that I have left. If there are bumps in the road, I don't care; We can learn off of each other.
I hope I get to see her, someday. But, I already know she's a beautiful person.
Turning the page to his new chapter,
Evan