....people talking without speaking, people hearing without listening...
Last night i woke up a number of times, tossing and turning for some unknown reason, contemplating a matter that i could't recognize. I woke up around 4 o'clock in the morning very scared, breathing rapidly, slightly teary, and in a rush to get somewhere. I was completely in a state of panic, and i have no idea why. I don't recall any dreams that might have happened, i hardly remember even shutting my eyes last night. When i finally looked at the clock and realized how early it was i looked out the window at the early morning/nightish sky. It was strange, i had this feeling like i still needed to get out. i wanted to just go for a walk, just walk up to the hills by my house alone, and breath in the cold, brisk air, to just lie down on the grass wet from dew, and let the chill settle on my face. I needed to calm down from something, whatever it was. But i could hardly move, so i sat back down on the bed and let my head fall to the pillow. I was just lying there for a few more hours with my eyes closed. My eyes were closed but i still saw shapes and colors and i could still heard all the sounds around me. Then everything became silent and all i could hear was a soft ringing. I then became distracted by my own breathing, my irregular breathing. See usually i can't fall asleep because something is on my mind, but this morning there was not a thing on my mind, just the growing desire to leave for only a few moments and breath.
I woke up in such a panic, but i don't even recall dreaming. I suppose i did dream, we dream every time we go to sleep don't we? But i don't even remember a dream, i just woke up so suddenly and i don't know why.
I wonder if dreams mean anything. Are they a memory from a different life?a different person? a prediction of what may happen? Symbols of what i'm thinking? Do they reveal my intermost thoughts and the depths of my mind? What do you all have to say about this? i know that no one can be certain why we dream what we dream, but i've been curious about this for a while.
But i don't even remember dreaming.
Who knows.
Adieu,
~Mia Rose
I woke up in such a panic, but i don't even recall dreaming. I suppose i did dream, we dream every time we go to sleep don't we? But i don't even remember a dream, i just woke up so suddenly and i don't know why.
I wonder if dreams mean anything. Are they a memory from a different life?a different person? a prediction of what may happen? Symbols of what i'm thinking? Do they reveal my intermost thoughts and the depths of my mind? What do you all have to say about this? i know that no one can be certain why we dream what we dream, but i've been curious about this for a while.
But i don't even remember dreaming.
Who knows.
Adieu,
~Mia Rose