Jun 06, 2005 12:21
Why, oh why, must I still be in love with this dude, knowing good and well that HE's obviously moved on? WHY? What the hell is wrong with me? And I've only got a couple of months to let HIM know this before I quite possibly lose him forever. Forever is such a finality. Forever sucks. Forever can kiss my ass.
When the hell did my life turn into a made for tv movie show? Or, heck, an episode of Degrassi.
FATS! (fuck all this shit.)
Oh and btw, for your esteemed info? I'm going to NYC tomorrow, which should be fun. Hopefully it'll make me forget HIM and how stupid it is for me to still be in love with him. Hopefully, I'll meet a hooker. Named Bob. Who's hung like a horse. And we'll have hot nasty monkey sex in the middle of central park with the sprinklers on. That'll show HIM.
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*whines* She is so wrong for him! She doesn't know HIM like I do! I know HIS soul, HIS empathy, HIS artistic and aesthetic beauty. She's a manipulative whore. It's not fair and she should be eaten.
Wow...
I've officially and utterly lost my fecking mind.