Mar 11, 2010 11:54
On behalf of jedwardjunkie I'm proud to present the final part of a wonderful series.
jedwardjunkie does not own John and Edward. This is a story.
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Twincest
A different type of kiss Part 5
As soon as Edward had opened the door and stepped inside, John had leapt from the seat and was standing next to him instantly. He looked deep into Edwards eyes and could have fainted with both pleasure and relief when he saw that Edward was smiling at him. He rubbed the red, blotchy area underneath Edwards eye very gently with his thumb and whispered ´Im sorry´.
Edward placed his index finger over his mouth and hushed him not to say any more. ´Íts OK John. I´m OK. Really´ but John continued ´Its not like OK, I wasn´t there for you when you needed me and I´m sorry about Lucie, it didn´t mean anything, but I´m still sorry about it and..´ Edward interrupted John ´I´ve said its OK John, and you´ve nothing to be sorry for. I want to say something to you - sit down´ and he beckoned John to sit down beside him. ´I´ve got something to say to you too Edward, I want to tell you ...´ Edward interrupted John for the second time ´For once John, can I like, say something first?´ but he smiled at John to show him he wasn´t annoyed, just determined to have his say.
´I´m telling you that you´ve got nothing to apologise for, because you really haven´t. If anyone should be saying sorry its me, because you´ve done nothing wrong. I love you John and you know that. I just want you to know that I will always love you, nomatter who you end up with - Lucie or whoever else. I just want what we have together never to change, do you know what I mean? I´m willing to share you, OK?´ John looked into Edwards eyes and in his typical rambling style replied ´but you don´t understand Edward, I don´t want you to share me, like Lucie means nothing to me, any random person will mean nothing to me too, well maybe not nothing, but what I mean is - you mean everything to me. You will always mean everything to me. I love you Edward.´ And John threw his arms around his brother and Edward returned the hug.
They pulled back and Edward said ´I know you love me John. Don´t worry, everything will be cool - and I mean it when I said that I can cope with sharing you´. ´No, you don´t get what I´m saying Edward. I´m saying like, I really love you. Like I love you the way you love me. I love you as much as you love me´
And Edward finally understood what John was saying and his heart melted. John thought Edward was about to start teasing him for being big-headed as he normally would, but instead he cupped Johns face in his hands and kissed him. And John kissed Edward back. And they continued to kiss.
John would never forget that first kiss with Edward. And while he could describe his kiss with Jess as being mechanical and his kiss with Lucie as being soothing, he was never able to properly describe what that kiss with Edward was like. He knew the reason why. For him, the kiss was perfection itself. And it was much too beautiful and magical a thing, for there ever to be an adequate word that could do it proper justice. A bit like Edward himself.