Good? Bad? Guess we'll see...
So last night I decided that it would be in my best interest to completely cut Matt out of my life. So I did. I'm still not entirely sure how I feel about this. I've been wanting to call him all day, but thankfully I've kept myself from doing so. It hasn't been easy. I haven't cried nearly as much as I expected to. Amazingly, I only had one hour of straight Radiohead before moving on to the soulsucking that is MTV. I was actually happy this morning for some reason, which I definitely did not expect to happen. Hopefully this will all be for the best, and he'll realize that too. Even though this is killing me, I think it'll be better for me in the long run.
Didn't sleep last night. Big surprise.
Didn't sleep last night. Big surprise.