lets get ill shall we?
im gonna make this quick.
graduation was possibly the most happy and fulfilling day of my life. My party was excellent surrounded my loved ones. Its a werid stage cause i am no longer in high school, not yet in college. the only thing i have got going for me is that i am benji.
since the last day of classes i have been at St. John's EVERY DAY for a minimum of hours and a max of 10 hours. then i go to france with sj, then i work at sj. i have said this before havent I?
im a clutz and screwing small things up makes me anxious and upset. but its all good. the show went so incredibly well, i wish i had a mere portion of the talent the cast has. i would never chose to do backstage work over acting, they do a lot i owe them more credit than they recieve.
moving on.
had a nice chatting session with kfoles tonight, always a good time. had a nice chat with my parents, also a good time. Saw Mr. Low, pretty freakin awesome that hes back. moving on, only 2 more days of bitch work. see i can complain now, but you know sunday ill be missing it all and wishing i had something to do. i can complain but i love the structure and even if its not out there in the front, doing suff and accomplishing things is such a confidence booster.
i need to write a letter or say something soon. its getting kinda foolish on my part (purposefully vague).
tomorrow i have an elementary school reunion. i get to see kids i havent seen in 4 years, 8 years, some even 12 years. im really nervous actually. i have changed a lot, especially since they last have seen me. physically and personality wise. i want to make a good impression. man, its times like these where i wish i was devishly handsome and smooth and just go back and show up all my old classmates and be like "HA! i was fat then and now I am a Calvin Klein model married to emmy rossum or molly schofield (haha its a joke) and by the way im awesome at kickball still and no im not cut from the school play im freakin gene kelly.
where the frick that came from i dont know. did i mention that i am dilusional? its true.
eh.....lonesome. goodnight.
graduation was possibly the most happy and fulfilling day of my life. My party was excellent surrounded my loved ones. Its a werid stage cause i am no longer in high school, not yet in college. the only thing i have got going for me is that i am benji.
since the last day of classes i have been at St. John's EVERY DAY for a minimum of hours and a max of 10 hours. then i go to france with sj, then i work at sj. i have said this before havent I?
im a clutz and screwing small things up makes me anxious and upset. but its all good. the show went so incredibly well, i wish i had a mere portion of the talent the cast has. i would never chose to do backstage work over acting, they do a lot i owe them more credit than they recieve.
moving on.
had a nice chatting session with kfoles tonight, always a good time. had a nice chat with my parents, also a good time. Saw Mr. Low, pretty freakin awesome that hes back. moving on, only 2 more days of bitch work. see i can complain now, but you know sunday ill be missing it all and wishing i had something to do. i can complain but i love the structure and even if its not out there in the front, doing suff and accomplishing things is such a confidence booster.
i need to write a letter or say something soon. its getting kinda foolish on my part (purposefully vague).
tomorrow i have an elementary school reunion. i get to see kids i havent seen in 4 years, 8 years, some even 12 years. im really nervous actually. i have changed a lot, especially since they last have seen me. physically and personality wise. i want to make a good impression. man, its times like these where i wish i was devishly handsome and smooth and just go back and show up all my old classmates and be like "HA! i was fat then and now I am a Calvin Klein model married to emmy rossum or molly schofield (haha its a joke) and by the way im awesome at kickball still and no im not cut from the school play im freakin gene kelly.
where the frick that came from i dont know. did i mention that i am dilusional? its true.
eh.....lonesome. goodnight.