man, ican i ever do things right?
okay, i was talking to kourtney about going to the mall thursday and junk, but then she assumed she was invited which she was, but then i was joking around about no one inviting her, and i didn't think anything of it because i thought she knew she was really invitetd, and i wanted her to go, but i guess i didn't exactly tell her i was kidding or anything and i kept saying it probably making her think i was serious, or mabye she knew and she just didn't like me saying it alot, or, mabye something else, i don't know, i just feel bad about it, because we sort of made up last night which was really cool, and im like, way glad, but then i gotta be a shit head, kourt, if you read this i want to appoligize for being dumb about it and i didn't mean it, and i'd really like you to go, if i can, and you can, or if you still want to but mabye we could hang out on new years, mabye, or something if you want, sort of weird im trying to get you to do something with me through live journal, when omeone other than you might read it, okay, have fun with what ever happens, i love you