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[floaty]

So had a wedding to go to on Saturday. Spent a bit of time getting ready, felt not so great when I left the house, and was worried people would say mean things. Had a cry in the car on the way to Em's thinking about it.
Got to Em's and they were like "oh i love your dress, you look pretty" blah blah, so felt a bit better.

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[cactus_cat]

On the killing yourself slowly thing - that was partly why I smoked! And drank, though that was mostly to get through social stuff I didn't want to do.

I hate wedding photos. And weddings. Ugh ugh ugh. I guess I'd like both better if I wasn't overweight.

Your poor liver. :( Not drinking enough water is mean to your poor kidneys as well!

Did you ever get around to listening to that Leigh Peele podcast about "bridging the emotional and technical" of fat loss? (I forget exactly what it was called.) I need to listen to it again - I've been really unmotivated for the last week or two, thanks mostly to my hormones. I haven't even weighed myself in quite a while, but I imagine I've gained a little. Anyway, that podcast might help you answer the question of why you're "too lazy" to do it. I might email you the full version, even though I really shouldn't... Would you listen to it, if I send it to you?

Do you have counselling again soon?

*hugs*

[floaty]

Yeah alcohol is great for getting you through social stuff.....

Being overweight does not make anything fun

Yeah liver and kidneys = not happy. Water is back though

I have got her Ask Leigh podcasts - but Im not sure which one that is covered in, cos the podcasts dont seem to go back far enough (her website says that one is 6th Dec 2010 but the podcasts start from 12th Dec 10....)
Have you paid to be a member of her site?
Only send it to me if you feel like it - not if you really shouldnt and dont want to :) I will listen to it though :)

Counselling again on Thursday

[cactus_cat]

Alcohol is also awesome for fucking up social stuff. :P Boo

[floaty]

Yes that is also true....

Good girl - planning is good :)

Thanks for the emails - I will get through them in the next week or so :)

Scared of counselling. And meh. Mostly scared because I hate it - but it is good. Im going to take myself to the movies I think (rather than comfort myself with food, which Im prone to doing usually). Hunger Games comes out that day, as does 21 Jump Street so will have to decide which one. That will be one way to take my mind off things.

[cactus_cat]

At least scary is a good sign that you're on the right track :)

Awesome - I'm looking forward to watching Hunger Games, but I'll probably wait for the DVD. Go you for deciding not to comfort yourself with food! #Winning! \o/

[floaty]

Well thats the plan anyway. Im sure I will have some sort of snack too.....

[cactus_cat]

What kind of snack? I ate milk chocolate today - apparently all of my willpower is bound up in competitiveness, and I can't do good things for myself just for the sake of doing good things for myself. Eh.

Of course now that I've had chocolate I want more. Lots more. =/

[floaty]

Oh dear. Yeah my movie snack of choice is normally pods or skittles.... Gah!

[cactus_cat]

OMG, pods... I love the twix ones.

[floaty]

Me too but I can never find them!!