I can't stop thinking about you, and i don't know why.
I fight the urge to h ate you, now
...But I remember how you used to make me feel,
feel like i've known you forever....
Late at night you would tell me that you loved me
and i didn't know if you meant it
I still don't know if you meant it
I would ignore it and change subjects..
But i know that when i think about how you promised
How i asked everyday if you would come...and yes, you said
And those words were all i could think about
for the rest of the day all i could think about was you
and how you would be there for me
I told all of my friends that you would be there
I told all of my not-friends that you would be there
Everybody knew that someone special was coming for me..or at least i thought
I stood there watching the strangers pass by
hoping one would be you, having doubts thinking that you lied
Finally i saw you smiling there in the crowd
And i cant explain how i felt
How you were there how i could see you smiling just for me.
I'll never forget it
Now, i could say it back
I would say it without hesitating like i used to
I would say it and mean it
I love you, baby
...But the problem is now
I don't see you much
You don't promise me anymore
You're becoming one of them...
You're becoming part of which i haet
and i dont want to see you fade away
I'm sorry i couldnt show it before but i can now
Please come back...so that i can love you
You used to make your way to me and you would hold me
...like nobody has since forever
But it doesnt matter, you've changed
You're fading and so are my feelings for you
Why cant you be who you used to be
the man who would be there for me
who would hold my hand for the littlest time i would see you
who would tell me that you love me
who would hold me just a little bit longer...
I was so blinded...But everything you did meant so much to me
You dont see past our friendship, i can tell
But a part of me craves more...
I want to be more...can't you see you've changed my life?
Sorry if that didnt mean jack to you...but i had to get that out...
XoXo
<3 Holly
...But I remember how you used to make me feel,
feel like i've known you forever....
Late at night you would tell me that you loved me
and i didn't know if you meant it
I still don't know if you meant it
I would ignore it and change subjects..
But i know that when i think about how you promised
How i asked everyday if you would come...and yes, you said
And those words were all i could think about
for the rest of the day all i could think about was you
and how you would be there for me
I told all of my friends that you would be there
I told all of my not-friends that you would be there
Everybody knew that someone special was coming for me..or at least i thought
I stood there watching the strangers pass by
hoping one would be you, having doubts thinking that you lied
Finally i saw you smiling there in the crowd
And i cant explain how i felt
How you were there how i could see you smiling just for me.
I'll never forget it
Now, i could say it back
I would say it without hesitating like i used to
I would say it and mean it
I love you, baby
...But the problem is now
I don't see you much
You don't promise me anymore
You're becoming one of them...
You're becoming part of which i haet
and i dont want to see you fade away
I'm sorry i couldnt show it before but i can now
Please come back...so that i can love you
You used to make your way to me and you would hold me
...like nobody has since forever
But it doesnt matter, you've changed
You're fading and so are my feelings for you
Why cant you be who you used to be
the man who would be there for me
who would hold my hand for the littlest time i would see you
who would tell me that you love me
who would hold me just a little bit longer...
I was so blinded...But everything you did meant so much to me
You dont see past our friendship, i can tell
But a part of me craves more...
I want to be more...can't you see you've changed my life?
Sorry if that didnt mean jack to you...but i had to get that out...
XoXo
<3 Holly