Jun 05, 2006 16:29
i'm carless.
i've been unloved for a few months now.
i've been feeling incredibly sick because i always think i'm not happy,
screw that though! i HAVE been happy! and i love it.
i like being single.
i liked feeling and being loved.... but i'd much rather know that i will find someone who is willing to be long-term with me,
because i am not the quick-relationship type gal.
and i don't need to feel like if a guy is with me no one else will ever love me
because if he isn't appreciative and caring about me and our relationship..then i won't be in one with them anymore.
=]
i feel so relieved that i don't have to worry right now.
and i feel relieved that when i finally do get in a relationship that is worth it, i won't have to worry then either.
wow, the movie "the break up" helped a whole lot to see that it takes two people to be in a relationship and to keep it together, to work for it when you love someone enough..and be supportive! she explained exactly how i felt! it was awesome. i feel so much better now. i don't feel alone anymore!
weeeeeee.
in 5 minutes i won't be carless anymore :)
i won't be hungry anymore either! score!