"tobacco is wacko when youre a teen" - merrell
hah so much to talk about but i dont want to ramble since i am actually busy at work...shocker i know. my work days usually consist of talking on aim and then playing people in various yahoo games...but today i was actually busy until just now. argh i hate work. anyway this past weekend i went to towson to visit my friends. damn im miss them. i got to hang out with bob, gc, chris, huff, brian, nick, and amee too. we had so much fun it was great. i think it made me realize that i probably want to move back to maryland. not that new york isnt great or anything but its just to expensive and work suxors. now the hard part will be finding a job in maryland. oh well we shall see what happens. i just feel so much more comfortable in maryland but if i get another job here thats better then i might stick around. last night i went to roseland to see dashboard. the show was great but i realized a few things. one is that watching a show from the couch on the side doesnt mean you are old you just know how to enjoy yourself a little more hah. another is the fact that a lot of people try to hard to be someone their not in order to fit in. i wonder why this is. last night there were so many fucking teeny boppers there with their wristbands on and thrift store t shirts that mommy got for them and it made me kind of ill. i dont want to say that these people are posers or wannabes because i dont know all that much about them but i do know that 90 percent of them were trying way to hard to be someone they arent. you can like the music without dressing the part...it is legal you know. but these people seem to think that if they buy all the crap that is supposed to be associated with the "scene" then that will make them so much cooler. i hate to tell them that it wont but oh well what the fuck do i know. also i was sadened to see tons of 13 year olds smoking last night...ugh i hate to see anyone smoke because its fucking disgusting but these kids have no idea what they are doing they just think that smoking is cool. argh, oh well back to work...damn it will this day ever end???