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Oi!!
I wish I had an inkling of self control, or a little less love for food (especially the sweet stuff). I gained a lot of weight in Europe, came home and lost a lot of it, then moved into my college apartment and gained a lot of it back. I have plenty of hatred for myself and my body for being this size, but that hatred doesn't creep up on me until after I've already eaten the fatty food, or immediately after I see a picture someone has taken of me. I hate the fuckin gym, but I'm obviously not good enough at straight up starving myself to lose this weight. Someone come do yoga and take aerobics classes with me. :'(
I wish I had an inkling of self control, or a little less love for food (especially the sweet stuff). I gained a lot of weight in Europe, came home and lost a lot of it, then moved into my college apartment and gained a lot of it back. I have plenty of hatred for myself and my body for being this size, but that hatred doesn't creep up on me until after I've already eaten the fatty food, or immediately after I see a picture someone has taken of me. I hate the fuckin gym, but I'm obviously not good enough at straight up starving myself to lose this weight. Someone come do yoga and take aerobics classes with me. :'(