for the all ...

Nov 13, 2005 04:03

because someone told me that i should let people know ...

I like doing dumb things with girls, ok? I like the random calls at odd times of the day and/or night. Sometimes i just look at the phone and i just want to make a call and talk about nothing. I want to know the little things that noone knows. It makes you shine. The sparkle in yoru eyes isnt the sun, its your personality and its what im looking at when i look in your eyes. The reason im never serious is because i love the little smiles i make on your face. I like touching even when it doesnt lead to sex. I want to just get in the car sometimes and just drive and talk about everything under the sun and just crash at a random hotel somewhere and do nothing till the sun comes up. I want to come home from a long day of work and just lie down and cuddle. I like cuddling and spooning and the different variations. I am a cuddlebug. I am a huge cuddlebug. The best part about making out is the part when you stop kissing and just look at each other cause thats when your "at the real." Thats one of the times when you look the most beautiful because the only thing i see is the inside coming out. I will treat you like shit but thats only if you want me to because your happiness is my happiness. I like spending time with you, even when it doesnt lead to sex. I lie all the time but thats only to myself because i hide little shit that i want to say or do and end up not doing anything and losing. Yes, i have looked at you for love. I've looked everywhere for love. If your a female and reading this, theres a great possibility that i have looked in you and have seen something worth loving. When i say great, i mean like 95%. I try to look good just so i can make you want to take me out in public or with your friends. I dont bathe for me, its all for you. I want to go shopping with you and watch you try on different clothes, just dont turn it into an exodus. Sometimes i sit and just cry. Not little bitch crying but just enough to let things out and feel better. It wouldnt be hard for me to give up sex, just for quality time with a quality person. Parts of me just want to show up at your house with flowers or just to leave one for you somewhere with a little note attached. I know that flowers just arent for birthdays, holidays, and anniversaries. I like the little dumb things you do, wether its sneezing, laughing, sighing, or thinking. I like your dumb. Sorry but theres no other way of putting it.

I have a sensitive side and i never talk about it because i dont like it but its the only part of me that makes me like myself. Its my side that makes me human when everything else doesnt.
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