New Apartment, Old Friends...
So, I am finally all moved into my new apartment. My roommate is a girl named Shelly, she's nice, although she's never home, so I get lonely. We're in the proccess of getting a third roommate in, just got to find someone responsible. So, my apartment is bare, though I just invested in a flat screen tv, and cable will be hooked up on Tuesday. Some of my family is giving me furniture, which is awesome, should be in here today.
I've come to the realization that my friends aren't as great of friends as they used to be. They begged me since the day I left Mt to come back, and now that I'm back, they've all got their heads so far up their boyfriends asses that it's like they're not here. I expected it from Cacie, cuz she's always been like that and I still love her...but not from Summer. She's been blowing me off like crazy, twice in the last week she was supposed to come over, and then never showed up or called. On top of that, she was supposed to help me move in, and Cacie bailed on me, then Summer bailed on me which pissed me off even more.....and I just pretended like it didn't matter....then she got pissed off at me because I didn't want to go help her clean her house after elliott puked everywhere...I'm sorry, but why would I help you clean, when you bailed on helping me move and left me to do it all on my own? Yeah, fuck that. I'm so sick of everything. I've decided, I'm not calling her, I'm not texting her, and I probably wont answer her calls or texts for a few days....she'll notice I'm not paying attention to her and she'll probably freak out, and that's her problem. I'm sick of being a door mat. As far as I'm concerned, I'm just going to concentrate on school, and if I happen to have time for friends that never seem to have time for me, well I'll consider hanging out.
I've come to the realization that my friends aren't as great of friends as they used to be. They begged me since the day I left Mt to come back, and now that I'm back, they've all got their heads so far up their boyfriends asses that it's like they're not here. I expected it from Cacie, cuz she's always been like that and I still love her...but not from Summer. She's been blowing me off like crazy, twice in the last week she was supposed to come over, and then never showed up or called. On top of that, she was supposed to help me move in, and Cacie bailed on me, then Summer bailed on me which pissed me off even more.....and I just pretended like it didn't matter....then she got pissed off at me because I didn't want to go help her clean her house after elliott puked everywhere...I'm sorry, but why would I help you clean, when you bailed on helping me move and left me to do it all on my own? Yeah, fuck that. I'm so sick of everything. I've decided, I'm not calling her, I'm not texting her, and I probably wont answer her calls or texts for a few days....she'll notice I'm not paying attention to her and she'll probably freak out, and that's her problem. I'm sick of being a door mat. As far as I'm concerned, I'm just going to concentrate on school, and if I happen to have time for friends that never seem to have time for me, well I'll consider hanging out.