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Jun 19, 2007 16:16

So ive decided that my life is exactly how it should be. I got to get married the the man of my dreams, in the place of my dreams and now i have the job of my dreams staying home and kids will come when their supposed to! i'm not jealous of anyone because ive made the right decisions and im content with my life. Don't get me wrong, there's always bumps in the road (ex. my miscarriage, or friends who arent very supportive) but it's only made me realize what i want out of life and who i need to get there.

I love children and it would be awesome to have them, but im not jealous of people who do have them because only God knows when its the perfect time for us to have them. Having a child too soon or before your truly ready is much too hard on a person and a relationship, i know it's sad to say but im happy my miscarriage happened because it has allowed me to love and spend time with the man i married, my soulmate, the man who will love me no matter what, a man i didnt settle for.

So basically i am the happiest woman alive because i reached some of the biggest goals in my life, to find the man my soulmate, to make a career out of doing what i love and being able to walk away to take care of my home, my husband and (someday) my children. BTW they will be the most loved children because they resulted from a very happy and stable marriage (which couldnt have happened had we not had this much time together) and because they'll be mine and i spoil children rotten lol :D Anyway i just wanted to share my happiness and serenity withy the world, take care! ~Heather
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