Life sux!!!
It seems like i have no true real friends these days and it pisses me off!! the people i think are my friends are really just fake and i cant stand fake people! ewww! ne ways i went to the Hickory Woods chior concert last night and it was so cute cuz they sang Can't Stop the Beat and our Chamber Singers did that last year about a bagillion times and i have grown to like it. but it was cute how many times they messed up and i remembered being in their position up there on stage and it was lots of fun but more nerve racking than any other experience. but yeah i cant wait until Christmas! i just got this recipe to make xmas wreaths and that has been like a tradition of my family's ever since like 4 or 5 years ago when i burned my sister with the marshmallow spoon while making them. lol good times with the fam...haha i should cherish them cuz they dont happen too often. ne ways so yeah bac to xmas and cooking and presents and seeing my semi0large family that i havent seen in like 4ever!! the thing that sucs about christmas is that u have to buy abuncha presents for ppl that u only c once a year and i am usually broke around this time of year ne ways so yeah but hey there is always the dollar store for amanda lol yeah so yeah today i found out that tyler and kate are going out which sucks ass but i also found that many people hate Kate to death like they wish she would die and think that she is a bitch. so yeah i think that evens out the day but i need to have a talk with tyler about y he didnt tell me he was goin out with her. mayb bcuz he knos i like him alot and he didnt want me to feel bad or b jealous but he should kno that i have my ways of finding things out. i have a lot more friends than i kno i do or than ne body knos i do. lol w/e that sounded really stupid and bitchy. lol yeah well w/e i guess i will have to forget about him for now and wait until they break up or think about him all the time..... maybe i will just have to dream...