whatta shitty day...
today was going fine until i got to choir and we started practicing our Solo and Ensemble songs and then i just got really pissed off. its not that i have a bad group its just that we dont sound good together. its like mr cleveland put all the people that sounded good together in one group and then we were the leftovers which i kno isnt true because there are really good ppl in our group like Mizz and Tina but we dont sound good or balanced at all. all the basses are in the other group adn i think that we should have sum basses in our group too... we have all tenors. plus all the better altos in our choir are in the other group like Kate, Danielle and Kirsten. so we sound like shit... i think u get the picture.
so i was already pissed off about that and then i go into the practice room because i forgot my folder and i asked danielle if it was her music on top of my folder and she nodded cuz she was singing and then i turn around to leave and when i turned back around to shut the door i saw her give alison a look like "duh?!" so that really pissed me off because for sum reason or another she thinks she is better than everyone else. which i dont get i guess its because she was in the musical... i have noticed that a lot of people that were in the musical are like that.. not all of them but sum of them. its like its one big popularity contest and i hate it. whoever is better knos that they are better so they act like big snobs. so yesterday was a bad day and now today is just as bad... no even worse i hate my life sumtimes!! i cant stand high school anymore sumtimes i wish i was homeschooled. but then i think that i would have no friends that way but sumtimes no friends are better than fake friends. actually always no friends are better than fake ones.
the majority of high school is just fake people who have their true best friends or w/e but they are just fake to everyone else! i hate drama and conplaining but it seems that has been my life lately... complaining about anything and everything that is on my mind that pisses me off. i hate these moods that i get into and i havent been in one of these moods in forever and i cant stand it when i am cuz i feel like i am bringing the people around me down. it sux major ass!! ok i think i am done being bitchy.
i need a night of fun with my girls... no drama... no fake friends.. no damn guys.. just true friendship - no strings attached. this friday is gonna be a blast with my gurls at the basketball game and then back to amanda's house for sum sleepover girl fun. i hope that doesnt all end at solo and ensemble the following morning when all the drama comes flooding back into my life.
i think i need a nap!
Mel
so i was already pissed off about that and then i go into the practice room because i forgot my folder and i asked danielle if it was her music on top of my folder and she nodded cuz she was singing and then i turn around to leave and when i turned back around to shut the door i saw her give alison a look like "duh?!" so that really pissed me off because for sum reason or another she thinks she is better than everyone else. which i dont get i guess its because she was in the musical... i have noticed that a lot of people that were in the musical are like that.. not all of them but sum of them. its like its one big popularity contest and i hate it. whoever is better knos that they are better so they act like big snobs. so yesterday was a bad day and now today is just as bad... no even worse i hate my life sumtimes!! i cant stand high school anymore sumtimes i wish i was homeschooled. but then i think that i would have no friends that way but sumtimes no friends are better than fake friends. actually always no friends are better than fake ones.
the majority of high school is just fake people who have their true best friends or w/e but they are just fake to everyone else! i hate drama and conplaining but it seems that has been my life lately... complaining about anything and everything that is on my mind that pisses me off. i hate these moods that i get into and i havent been in one of these moods in forever and i cant stand it when i am cuz i feel like i am bringing the people around me down. it sux major ass!! ok i think i am done being bitchy.
i need a night of fun with my girls... no drama... no fake friends.. no damn guys.. just true friendship - no strings attached. this friday is gonna be a blast with my gurls at the basketball game and then back to amanda's house for sum sleepover girl fun. i hope that doesnt all end at solo and ensemble the following morning when all the drama comes flooding back into my life.
i think i need a nap!
Mel