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ARG!!! I got THE worst call tonight. And I can thank the ex for it. Just when I was starting to think things might start to settle down a little...I WAS SO WRONG. Now everything is back up in the air and I'm upset again. I just wish I could find someone to make me happy... Oh well. Wish I was with my girls...but they are with the sketch Sig Eps. Hubby called me to see if I wanted to go out with him but I'm at home. SAD. I did talk to Rick tonight, I needed to vent to a guy friend and since I'm starting to have to few all of a sudden, I've decided to just start hanging out with Rick more. He said he would hook me up...haha. I think I'm becoming a nun, and I really do mean it this time!!! I did run into Steve again too. Kinda funny how I never really saw him all second semester and now I see him everywhere, not that it's a bad thing or anything. Maybe I'll start hanging out with him again. Or like Ash said, I just need to meet a nice, hot Sigma Nu or Sigma Chi...I'm also considering SAE. They seem pretty cute. :) I need to get a new life, and I'm starting that tomorrow! I guess only people that see me in person will know what I'm talking about, but hey, I'll talk about it at some point. OHH, I ran into Patrick Brown today going to class. We talked about all kinds of stuff, he is really sweet when you get him out and away from all his high school friends, but isn't that how a lot of people are?? I found that to be very true, but there are the cases where it's not. ANYWHO, i'm upset and rambling. So I'm goin to bed and starting my new transformation tomorrow morning!! I can't wait. My mom is even upset with Aaron...and she loves that kid like he's already a son-in-law, of course that seems HIGHLY unlikely now...alrigh enough is enough, i'm going to bed my eyes hurt and i figure i'm going to get myself sick again...