3 am
3am is a very lonely time to cry. cause ur by urself. everyones asleep..theres no one to call//text to help u out...
=/ we didnt talk very long on the phone last night. when i say we. i mean me and randy [my ex we broke up about a month and 3 weeks ago]
but ugh
i miss him so much
ive never missed someone this much.
and i love him so much
idk why i just cant let him go. us go.
=/
idk why it cant be the way i want it to be. me to be with him. him to be with me.
he to WANT to be with me. our reasons for us not being together is so stupid.
idk maybe im selfish. but everytime he says sweet things. even though to him they dont mean anything, to me they do. to me they break my hurt a lil more.
knowing to him their nothing but complaments but to me they mean the world
w/e
for him its nothing. im nothing
so i guess i have no choice but to try to just forget it all. cause these last two months i havent tried to forget it and move on.
i dont have a choice.
u dont get everything u want. no matter how hard u try.
=/ we didnt talk very long on the phone last night. when i say we. i mean me and randy [my ex we broke up about a month and 3 weeks ago]
but ugh
i miss him so much
ive never missed someone this much.
and i love him so much
idk why i just cant let him go. us go.
=/
idk why it cant be the way i want it to be. me to be with him. him to be with me.
he to WANT to be with me. our reasons for us not being together is so stupid.
idk maybe im selfish. but everytime he says sweet things. even though to him they dont mean anything, to me they do. to me they break my hurt a lil more.
knowing to him their nothing but complaments but to me they mean the world
w/e
for him its nothing. im nothing
so i guess i have no choice but to try to just forget it all. cause these last two months i havent tried to forget it and move on.
i dont have a choice.
u dont get everything u want. no matter how hard u try.