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From the moment i saw you...
yesterday was fuckin crazy... i had to stay here with kim and everything i dont know, i feel so bad i dont know what to say to her but i helped her as much as i could...
...then matt drove by with his brother and jared.. said hi..and told me where he was going im like.. um okay.. why are you tellin me this? hes like ohh ill call you later.. im like yeah ill belive it when i see it...
and guess what.... still no call! o'well nothin i can doo. if i call he prob just wont anwser soo looks like im waitin around for him again... but if thats what i have too doo then im gonna doo it...
idk i think im just gonna go up to canada.. untill someone wants to call me and hangout, then come home for a few days and go back up... but idk i think im gonna go back up with my grandma when they doo! ugghh life is so confussing..
i wasnt writing in this thing befor , and thats when everything was going good and now that everything is shit i guess i kinda have to write... no one seems to listen to what i say really... but todays my sisters birthday.. so im gonna go get some markers and write all over her car, cuz she wants mee too lol... then going to my dads company picnic..
slack was gonna come with us but she cant her mom dont want her driving that far.. o'well ill just call her later..
but ill have my cell call me if you wanna hangout or talk..
pce out...
happy 17th birthday jessica!!!!
comment if you'd like
love me
...i knew it was ment to be
yesterday was fuckin crazy... i had to stay here with kim and everything i dont know, i feel so bad i dont know what to say to her but i helped her as much as i could...
...then matt drove by with his brother and jared.. said hi..and told me where he was going im like.. um okay.. why are you tellin me this? hes like ohh ill call you later.. im like yeah ill belive it when i see it...
and guess what.... still no call! o'well nothin i can doo. if i call he prob just wont anwser soo looks like im waitin around for him again... but if thats what i have too doo then im gonna doo it...
idk i think im just gonna go up to canada.. untill someone wants to call me and hangout, then come home for a few days and go back up... but idk i think im gonna go back up with my grandma when they doo! ugghh life is so confussing..
i wasnt writing in this thing befor , and thats when everything was going good and now that everything is shit i guess i kinda have to write... no one seems to listen to what i say really... but todays my sisters birthday.. so im gonna go get some markers and write all over her car, cuz she wants mee too lol... then going to my dads company picnic..
slack was gonna come with us but she cant her mom dont want her driving that far.. o'well ill just call her later..
but ill have my cell call me if you wanna hangout or talk..
pce out...
happy 17th birthday jessica!!!!
comment if you'd like
love me
...i knew it was ment to be