Sep 22, 2004 01:35
Well, there is a lot of thinking that goes into everything and I think that the best thing I came up with today is that drinking coffee drinks with too much caffiene in them definitly equals a sleepless, shitty bad time. Twice. I just want to roll over and sleep. My mind won't shut up, and I wish it would.
I talked to a fellow this evening. Around these parts there is much question about him and a certain preferance that is in question. He told me that he isn't sure and that he never thoght much about it. He wishes people would just stop asking him silly questions and or speculating and having it wrong and just beaing around the bush, in general.
Writing today was decent. I didn't get to read my piece. I really wish that I had. Oh well, it was a full, and entertianing schedual. I have to admit that. I am still disappointed though.
I've got to call Kendra and I have got to let her know that I won't be able to go to the concert.
I have never felt like I could fall in love with any more than I could fall in love with her. Too bad I live about 500 miles away. Too bad, indeed. Too bad I only saw her beautiful face once this whole summer. Too bad that I don't remember the way her lips taste. I want to. I do.
I miss her so bad.
Sometimes I wish that she was the certainty in my life. I wonder if we will ever get married or united or whatever. I wonder if we will ever adopt children. I wonder all kinds of things. I just want to know how it is all going to be. This world is a silly place.
I think my body is actually getting ready to go to sleep now.