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Why do i have to like a Jerk? How is it possable to like and hate someone at the same time? Derek was be so weird last night he never acted liked like that! it was like he didn't want to be around me, but i'd walk away and he'd come find me. i don't know maybe i'm just over re-acting! but i just feel like crying! i hate acting and feeling like this! Casue i know he knows i like him! i mean EVERYONE knows i like him! and if they didn't, i told them "I like Derek" which is kinda werid! casue he's leaving in a bit! oh well i'll get over it!