I hate going places alone.
I cannot even sleep, I have myself all terrified and flustered. I do not want to go. I do not like being alone, even moreso in strange surroundings. Everyone is going to be so far away and I will have no one. Not one bone in my body is looking forward to going. I am not even lying a little there. Right now I am completely fine with staying at home for the next two years. I am not ready to leave. I am not ready to do things alone. I cannot even think about school without crying. I am absolutely 100% terrified. That would be 0% excited. It would probably even be in the negative percentage. I do not want to go. I think I am done crying and my body is done with its convulsions so perhaps I can fall asleep now. Good night.