*Sings* I Have A Question, I Need To Ask Somebody.....
My head hurts! :O\
I have so much going on in my life right now I think I'm trying to find a way out! Okay, so it isn't as bad as I'm making it out to be, but I just feel I need to get away....
My first plan was to move aboard for like 8 months next year and now I think I want to go to University as a 'mature'student.... I'm not sure anymore. I'll be in debts but why is that the end of the world?
I don't think my parents are that bothered, they don't seem to be and it's something I think I want to do and no not before you ask for the piss-ups.
I wanna get somewhere in life, I wanna be someone and I don't want to be stuck in retail forever. I know what I want and it's to be in the media and I've tried to get into that for ages! Okay not as much as I could have done, but I've tried and had many rejections!
Media was wicked at school, no matter how much I wanted to get away from it at times and actually leave school I think I always loved the subject.... I'm worried it might be harder to get back into after having 2/3 years of a break since school. I think I must have turned thick by now.
My head so hurts, I just need a chat with someone, about the pros and cons, about if I really want this... I'm always rushing into things then pulling out halfway and I can't be like this about University.
We'll see.... I'll talk to my mum and research courses over my 2 days off at the weekend.
Peace 'N' Love.
I have so much going on in my life right now I think I'm trying to find a way out! Okay, so it isn't as bad as I'm making it out to be, but I just feel I need to get away....
My first plan was to move aboard for like 8 months next year and now I think I want to go to University as a 'mature'student.... I'm not sure anymore. I'll be in debts but why is that the end of the world?
I don't think my parents are that bothered, they don't seem to be and it's something I think I want to do and no not before you ask for the piss-ups.
I wanna get somewhere in life, I wanna be someone and I don't want to be stuck in retail forever. I know what I want and it's to be in the media and I've tried to get into that for ages! Okay not as much as I could have done, but I've tried and had many rejections!
Media was wicked at school, no matter how much I wanted to get away from it at times and actually leave school I think I always loved the subject.... I'm worried it might be harder to get back into after having 2/3 years of a break since school. I think I must have turned thick by now.
My head so hurts, I just need a chat with someone, about the pros and cons, about if I really want this... I'm always rushing into things then pulling out halfway and I can't be like this about University.
We'll see.... I'll talk to my mum and research courses over my 2 days off at the weekend.
Peace 'N' Love.