a clarification to all... well not all, but a select few.
well.. as most know.. i have had a fight with conner and this is going to be the last time i mention him in my livejournal. i just would like to clarify things up from my perspective.
Conner, i know i may seem rather pushy and irritating..and i would like to apologize for it. you don't need to write me a letter, my satisfaction is knowing that i've made another person smile, i just thought it was the right thing to do at the time, to ask for a reply. i now know otherwise and have learnt that i was rather forceful and it was innapropiate to tell you such. i just would like to say, i'm sorry if i "have annoyed all" and want to send my regard to say that it was not intentional to be a bitch and so so, although i would like to be treated with the same respect from now on, as i am treating you. And Mel, i am sorry for complaining to you, you have your own problems and me leaning towards you is pushing you down. as well as Sarah, Chris, Sami, Ruby and Sean, because i am rather irritating and my negative views on life do not help anyone in particular. i realize that i do carry on too far, and to say that you never listen to my problems is irrational because i know you try your hardest. i admit i seem like not a very good friend, but my personality traits happen to be very loyal, so if i am treated with kindness [not as in 'lovey-dovey' somewhat kindness, not anything over the top as such, just a genral respect for me] you will have a friend for life. and even in this argumentative cluster, i know that Mel, you are a true friend indeed. So to fufil things one last time, i would like to say a big sorry to all, and i know this whole letter that i have wrote as above may appear quite cheesy, but it is me. it is the way i like to put things out in the open, break the ice.
Because we can't go on like this forever.
and uh.. thankya to all for reading that whopper of a paragraph ^_^
..and if you think that appeared to be too 'wordy' and not like me, well actually it is. i quite often speak like that, i have a large vocabulary of the sort ^^'
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In other more positive news.. I MET SAM TODAY! YIPPIE!! OMG SAM YOU ARE SOOOOO COOL AND YOU LOOK SO MUCH LIKE FARIS!!!! :\ THE THING YOU WROTE ON THE BOARD IS STILL THERE TOO!!!!
i am now heading off to do homework, so toodles and yuptidoodle!
Conner, i know i may seem rather pushy and irritating..and i would like to apologize for it. you don't need to write me a letter, my satisfaction is knowing that i've made another person smile, i just thought it was the right thing to do at the time, to ask for a reply. i now know otherwise and have learnt that i was rather forceful and it was innapropiate to tell you such. i just would like to say, i'm sorry if i "have annoyed all" and want to send my regard to say that it was not intentional to be a bitch and so so, although i would like to be treated with the same respect from now on, as i am treating you. And Mel, i am sorry for complaining to you, you have your own problems and me leaning towards you is pushing you down. as well as Sarah, Chris, Sami, Ruby and Sean, because i am rather irritating and my negative views on life do not help anyone in particular. i realize that i do carry on too far, and to say that you never listen to my problems is irrational because i know you try your hardest. i admit i seem like not a very good friend, but my personality traits happen to be very loyal, so if i am treated with kindness [not as in 'lovey-dovey' somewhat kindness, not anything over the top as such, just a genral respect for me] you will have a friend for life. and even in this argumentative cluster, i know that Mel, you are a true friend indeed. So to fufil things one last time, i would like to say a big sorry to all, and i know this whole letter that i have wrote as above may appear quite cheesy, but it is me. it is the way i like to put things out in the open, break the ice.
Because we can't go on like this forever.
and uh.. thankya to all for reading that whopper of a paragraph ^_^
..and if you think that appeared to be too 'wordy' and not like me, well actually it is. i quite often speak like that, i have a large vocabulary of the sort ^^'
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In other more positive news.. I MET SAM TODAY! YIPPIE!! OMG SAM YOU ARE SOOOOO COOL AND YOU LOOK SO MUCH LIKE FARIS!!!! :\ THE THING YOU WROTE ON THE BOARD IS STILL THERE TOO!!!!
i am now heading off to do homework, so toodles and yuptidoodle!