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Ranting blah blah blah...
So Ray blew up at me last week and this week I blew up at him. I'm not really mad at him but I feel inhibited because of my cosplay. I'm very frustrated with my Litchi costume and don't want to have it ready by this weekend. He wants me to go over again tonight to work on the pole which might end up getting thrown out and work on a new one. What good is a prop when the costume isn't even working out. Geez. Fuckin costume roarrrr!
To not help my aunt has been bugging me to help her with errands to help her prepare for the move which I told her I'd help her out with next week after the con but she insisted I help her this week. Sigh very frustrated and blew up last night and went to bed early to stop the voices in my head from yelling at me to work on the costume. I'm waiting around the house atm while some guy works on fixing windows so I'm working on stuff but I can't sprawl out like i normally do. Anyway I don't think I can legitimately have this ready by AN, I mean I haven't even worked on the boot covers and just found out my aunt moved my panda fleece for Lao Jiu to someplace that will take me at least an hour to unearth and a hour to put everything back.
Important stuff..
I'm going bow out and say I will not be Litchi for AN. I'm going to work on it and hope I finish by AN but if I don't have it done I'm not going to make a big deal out of it since I'll have it for Otakon. I'm not giving myself a hernia from working on it nor am I gonna be working on it in the hotel room and ending up with a piece of crap. So that's the story.
I goggled Lady Gaga a while back and thought this picture was funny. As a reward for enduring my rant have some Gaga cookies.
So Ray blew up at me last week and this week I blew up at him. I'm not really mad at him but I feel inhibited because of my cosplay. I'm very frustrated with my Litchi costume and don't want to have it ready by this weekend. He wants me to go over again tonight to work on the pole which might end up getting thrown out and work on a new one. What good is a prop when the costume isn't even working out. Geez. Fuckin costume roarrrr!
To not help my aunt has been bugging me to help her with errands to help her prepare for the move which I told her I'd help her out with next week after the con but she insisted I help her this week. Sigh very frustrated and blew up last night and went to bed early to stop the voices in my head from yelling at me to work on the costume. I'm waiting around the house atm while some guy works on fixing windows so I'm working on stuff but I can't sprawl out like i normally do. Anyway I don't think I can legitimately have this ready by AN, I mean I haven't even worked on the boot covers and just found out my aunt moved my panda fleece for Lao Jiu to someplace that will take me at least an hour to unearth and a hour to put everything back.
Important stuff..
I'm going bow out and say I will not be Litchi for AN. I'm going to work on it and hope I finish by AN but if I don't have it done I'm not going to make a big deal out of it since I'll have it for Otakon. I'm not giving myself a hernia from working on it nor am I gonna be working on it in the hotel room and ending up with a piece of crap. So that's the story.
I goggled Lady Gaga a while back and thought this picture was funny. As a reward for enduring my rant have some Gaga cookies.