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Hey lovelies,
Please exuse my lack of logic and potential mumbling. This is an attempt to update about Winter Retreat 06..nothing I say can do it justice, but I am gonna try.
I needed this weekend, so much..we all did. I knew what to expect, I knew who to expect and I was 100% confident going into it, this time with no fears (unlike last year).I was blown away..Never have I felt so much love and mutual understanding, as this weekend. Together we fixed so much, and cleared so much negativity while reflecting on our successes at the same time. I just realized nothing I say is gonna be enough to explain this weekend.. so maybe ill just say random things:
- I eliminated over 7months worth of bitterness, and now I can live out my dreams for this year without being held back by what I thought I lost.
- I realized how awful I treated people who dont deserve it in the least, and I made it right. It sucks that it took me so long to realize I couldnt live with my how I was acting, but I am very very glad that I made up for it, and gained 3 friendships I only dreamed of before this weekend.
- Jane Walker: thank you, i know it isnt enough to explain the effect our conversation had on me, but its all I can say to you because the rest has been said so many times. You mean the world to me,
- I realized (through talking, and writing letters (and reading my own), and trying over and over again) that I am so lucky to have many people open up to me..and I am so lucky that they trust me enough to take my words to heart. Wow.
- Knowing how much you care means everything to me. I adore you and am so proud of you. We are so alike..but every time I talk to you, you amaze me more and more. You keep me trying, in everything and I love you.
Emily Smith: Our converstation was the best way to finish the best weekend. I love you with all my heart.
Please exuse my lack of logic and potential mumbling. This is an attempt to update about Winter Retreat 06..nothing I say can do it justice, but I am gonna try.
I needed this weekend, so much..we all did. I knew what to expect, I knew who to expect and I was 100% confident going into it, this time with no fears (unlike last year).I was blown away..Never have I felt so much love and mutual understanding, as this weekend. Together we fixed so much, and cleared so much negativity while reflecting on our successes at the same time. I just realized nothing I say is gonna be enough to explain this weekend.. so maybe ill just say random things:
- I eliminated over 7months worth of bitterness, and now I can live out my dreams for this year without being held back by what I thought I lost.
- I realized how awful I treated people who dont deserve it in the least, and I made it right. It sucks that it took me so long to realize I couldnt live with my how I was acting, but I am very very glad that I made up for it, and gained 3 friendships I only dreamed of before this weekend.
- Jane Walker: thank you, i know it isnt enough to explain the effect our conversation had on me, but its all I can say to you because the rest has been said so many times. You mean the world to me,
- I realized (through talking, and writing letters (and reading my own), and trying over and over again) that I am so lucky to have many people open up to me..and I am so lucky that they trust me enough to take my words to heart. Wow.
- Knowing how much you care means everything to me. I adore you and am so proud of you. We are so alike..but every time I talk to you, you amaze me more and more. You keep me trying, in everything and I love you.
Emily Smith: Our converstation was the best way to finish the best weekend. I love you with all my heart.