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Ive been super distracted lately, and must do work tomorrow before I drown in it for good. This weekend will be the best ever...but for now here is something that needed to be done for a while: please take the time to read them
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1) I miss you more then you know. We are both busy, and don't drive yet but I feel like thats not an excuse. We were, and hopefully still are so close. I could list jokes for hours, about trampoline, boys, ass-pirations and many many things. I hope you read this. You are such a wonderful person, I really don't know what the last few years would have been without you. We are sisters at heart, and I know we can make it through this year and stay sisters like before. I love you, and will call you very soon because its been too long. ____________________________________________________________________________________
2) We just met this year, and somehow automatically bonded. You are such a nice girl, and I love your random presents and post cards and our very rediculous chats, about llama's and other things. I owe you a "cheer up" email, but its 2am and I can't think. You are an amazing friend, and have helped me so much. From listening to my NSSSA ranting / stressing to always cheering me up.In a way I wish you were still in high school, just because there would be less chances of us growing apart. I luv you huge amounts. Smile darling, you'll be ok..this isnn't enough to stop you. <333 ____________________________________________________________________________________
3) Its hard to believe we met in grade 7. You have done so much for me, and I doubt I would have lived through Junior High with out you. Being the new kid wasnt bad, because of how nice you were to me and how close we got. We have so many stories and jokes, I wouldnt trade them for the world. I love you so much, and you have been amazing especially in November when all this medical hell started.You are incredible and talented, and will go very very far, even if you don't believe it as much as you should. I need to see you soon, because I miss you a lot. Very much a lot. We made it this far, through liking the same boy, all the stupid highschool drama and still remained friends. I hope you know that even though we don't see eachother every day like before, you are still one of the best friends I've ever had.
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4) We met over a silly crush in Miss. B's French class and have been friends since. You are one of the most strong minded and energetic people I know, and I love you for it. I can always count on you to cheer me up, one way or another. Our bi-weekly lunchdates and sillyness made school so much brighter for me, and I miss it. Its been 6 years, and I know theres time for many more adventures. Being mistaken for sisters rocks, and as far as I'm concerned we are deffinetly sisters. ____________________________________________________________________________________
5)Group 38, at JUMP. Since then you've become one of my best friends and I would be lost without you. You make me want to follw my dreams and not give up, because I know you wouldn't. I get to see you on the 22nd, and can't wait. You are such a beautiful person and a true inspiration. Believe me when I say, I love you with all my heart. From emo-moments, to cb's, to more serious things..you've been there through it all, and have never let me down. ____________________________________________________________________________________
6) I love you for your trust and support, but you frustrate the hell out of me. I miss you a lot, and am happy that you didn't really forget about me. You believed in me when I didn't believe in myself and inspired me more then you will ever know. Even though its not the same, you are phenomenal. PC isn't the same without you. Thank you...for everything. ____________________________________________________________________________________
7) You are the cutest, bouncyest girl I've ever met. We could have hated eachother, and been bitter...but we arent. You understand how I feel right now, because we are in similar situations.You never fail to make me smile, and I wish I saw more of you. You are also really sad some times, and it kills me when I can't fix it. It took me up until now to figure out what you really thought of me. But I love you so much, and appreciate you more then I can describe. This is the start of an amazing friendship, one that I wanted since may. I love you, and can't wait to see you. ____________________________________________________________________________________
8) This year wouldnt be the same if I didn't have you as a friend. You are incredible, so silly and happy and determined to make yourself a better person, although you are great already. From late nights with many many forms, to your random messeges every memory I have of you is a good one. I'm so proud of you, and always will be. I knew you were special even before we met...thats why I stated talking to you. I saw your potential and you amaze me to this day. Im so glad you are happy and hope that never ever changes. I luv you a lot but wish we were closer friends. ____________________________________________________________________________________
9) You are so much of who I want to be,and I admire you a lot. You have so much potential and drive, although you lack confidence some times. I hope our phone call had some effect on you, becuase I really really want to see you shine. You are wonderful, thats all there is to it. I wish I would have met you years ago, and were super close by now. Hopefully we will be soon. You are always there, and I know I can count on you..for anything, as you do so much for others. I don't know what I thought of you when we met in september, but now I see how incredible you are. Smile darling, I love you. ____________________________________________________________________________________
10) Another one of my favorite NSSSA'ers..I love you to pieces, and always will. Next year should be interesting, I hope your dream works out, you deserve it hun. You are so awesome, and try so hard at eveything. Hang in there, you'll get un-sick soon, and till then I'll call you because I'm not in school :P You are smart (not dumb as a post, I promise), and over all amazing, and I am excited to get to know you better. Although we are already pretty close it only goes uppp from here. Luuuuuv you muchosly my dear.
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11) We met at JUMP, and clicked instantly. Your letter in the summer ment the world to me, I felt like I made a difference in your life...and hope I continue to do so. I'm proud of you, and although I was sad to give up a potision I loved so much, its your turn to enjoy it, and I couldn't be happier. I love hanging out with you, and our talks about anything and everything. You've been through a lot, and are a fighter...you can do anything, if you believe in yourself. I do. This weekend will be rad. I know I can always count on you. Stay happy my dear, life is much more fun that way. ps- apple apple apple apple ____________________________________________________________________________________
12) You talked sence into me when I wasn't thinking. You listened to all of my boy ranting. You are always there for me, no matter what and I know you always will be. We met and by accident (literally, that crash hurt dude) became the best of friends. You taught me so much of what I know now, and made me a better person, for that..I am for ever grateful. Although I rarely see you, I think we are friends unconditionally..and we both know it. I am so happy for you (both of yoy, actually) you really deserve the best, and every day you impress me more and more with your maturity and wisdom. Just wait..next year will fly by, and I will be there with you guys, that would be incredible. You are like my brother, and have been for 5 years. I don't know what next year will bring for me..but I do know that seeing you leave will tear me to pieces. ____________________________________________________________________________________
13) I adore you, and have known you much much less then anyone other friends. We have SO much in common, and I am so thankful we met. You visits in between classes make my day, thank you so much, I really appreciate it. Bad things bring people together...very true in our case. You are funny and talented, and maybe just a bit boy crazy, but I still love you and hope we become even better friends through out the year
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14) Ahh well, I've known you for what seems like ages..You are such a wonderful, sweet, and caring person and have grown so much over the last year or so. I am very glad to say we are friends again, and its so nice to see you happy again. You deal with so much of peoples crap, and I am very proud of you for it.We really need to hang out soon. Math 11A and Bio 12 wouldnt be the same without our jokes, and sillyness. Thank you for being there when I needed you the most, I really appreciate it and hope I can return the favour. You are a fantastic guy, and I wish we were closer friends...although I am going to miss you, and will be so sad when you leave, I want you to know that I'm happy as long as you are happy. ____________________________________________________________________________________
15) You made my summer as amazing as it was. Crazy kids, crazy staff aside...you showed me a different kind of life, and it was amazing. Coldplay, country house, montreal fun..all of it was above and beyond my expectations. I love you so much, and wish I could give you a hug now..I felt like I was a part of your family, thank you so much for accepting me, and being such an incredible friend. Good luck next year, I hope it works out. It kills me that I can't see you when ever I wish, but in a way it makes us better friends. <33 ____________________________________________________________________________________
16) My friend, my mentor, my inspiration in life, leadership, and music. I adore you, and have since my first year of PC. I am so glad we are becoming good friends this year. Thank you for your encouragement and support the last couple of months. Your unexpected visits/phone calls/giant cards ment more then you'll ever know. I appreciate all you do so much. I have so much to say and no words to explain it, but thank you..for everything, and I hope you'll be proud of me. ____________________________________________________________________________________
17) Its hard to believe I didn't know you at all in September 04. Now I can call you and talk for hours, about anything. You are one of the most easy going guys I know. You've heard it all...boy stories, "im a moron" stories, nsssa rants. You encouraged me and gave me confidence. We both know it should have been me, thank you so much for being there for me when our dream crashed and burned, I couldn't have gotten over it without you. We don't talk/chill enough, but I am very very glad we are friends. ____________________________________________________________________________________
18) Bah, believe in yourself, damm it. I wanna talk some confidence into you...you are so wonderful, if only you saw it. I adore you, and regret that I dont tale the time to call you and make plans. I will soon, I promise because I miss you a friggin lot. You have more talent, smarts, and ambition..and such high goals. I know you can achieve them. <3333 smile, and believe in your dreams ____________________________________________________________________________________
19) Your phonecalls make my day, seriously. You always know what to say to make me smile, and try so hard to make others happy. You care so much, and are the sweetest girl on the planet. I hope our plans for next year work out, it would make me so happy. I hope we become closer as the yearS go on (MUN, whuuut?!). Your ILUB made me cry, and still plays in my mind when ever I need to cheer up. I don't know what i'd do without you. You make me want to be a better person, and never stop amazing me. I love you with all my heart and will never forget you
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20) Last but not at all least..You seemed so quiet and shy, I really didnt think you liked me. You proved me wrong. I wish I was more of you..but we are both busy. You are so calm and easy to talk to..not to mention your never ending support and faith in me. Thank you for being behind me through this, and anything to come. I <333 you, and am excited to get to know you better. You mean so much to me.
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Read them, and guess who you are, if you wish.. It should be clear. I have several more to do for some friends, but I don't know if I can turn thoughts into words. Others I refuse do because theres no need to, and you dont care anyway.