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heyyy guys.
i haven't updated in awhile. so yesterday, we had to have a full inspection and everything and get in our full uniforms in order to march into the auditorium and play the fight song.. and leave for the 50th anniversary thing. COMPLETE waste of time if you ask me. and i dont see why we couldn't just wear our shirt and jeans. ???
my dad left for NH about 2 months ago and got back yesterday. ever since my dad left i guess my mom is trying to take his place by being an ass to me like my dad is/was. so she was a bitch the whole time.... and now that my dad is home she hasn't changed or gotten nicer at ALL. so now i have both my mom and dad that are being ass holes.
things are HORRIBLE at home. i can't stand it. i'm always going crazy inside my house now. sometimes it's so bad i feel like running away.. maybe to jenna's or emily's house since they live close to me. with my parents the way they are.. they make me cry every single day. they scream, yell, hit, complain, and insult. they tell me how stupid and untalented i am. especially when i practicing for allstate and how i have no chance of making it. my self-esteem is just about hitting rock bottom. ughhh i'm sooooo stressed all the time because of them.
i don't mean to complain or anything about my parents. sorry
oh susan... i'm sorry i couldn't go to your birthday party/comedy buffet. my dad got home around 7 and my mom didn't "feel" like driving me there. she also said that i had to go out to eat with her and my dad but... we never did. ugh. i realllllly wanted to go. :[ but I LOVE YOU and i hope you had an AMAZINGGGGGG 16th bday!!!!!!!!!!
oh, i think me and jimmy are friends now? well idk but we don't hate eachother anymore. i still hate nick though.
i hate just about the entire male sex. the only exceptions are like billy, dane, james, andy, and matt. so yeah.
i have to go clean my room. :[
-Zoe