shit. balls.

[flipper630320]

i'm an idiot.

i don't like the fact that you get a pardon on everything you've done wrong because you make me feel like i'm the biggest fucking bitch in the world.

i don't like the fact that you call my feelings crazy and tell me that no one else would see it my way.

i don't like the fact that thursday night immitated my fear and that everyone else noticed it but you.

i don't like the fact that you belittle me just so you can feel better about yourself.

i don't like the fact that you say you will do one thing for me and then say you forgot.

i don't like the fact that everyone knows how hurt i am except for you.

i don't like how everyone else will listen to me and understand me but you interupt me and make excuses.

i don't like the fact that i love you and cannot just be like i'm breaking up with you. that i have to try and fight for us. i don't like the way you don't fight for us.

i don't like how you make me cry so much.