Lacrimal duct love.
i ask for one simple thing. i ask that you stop talking to her when it is unnecessary. that is all. i got over the fact that you had to see her twice a week. i got over it. i got over seeing you walk with her from class. but for the love of god. you lied to me. you said she cheated on you and now you are saying that she didn't. which is it. you expect me to wait for you while you go teach in japan for a year. you expect me to wait and trust you over seas. you expect me to do all this but i can't even trust you when you live five minutes from me. you keep talking to her and you are pushing me away. i'm done. i just won't have it. you never wanna talk because you know that we are going to fight. you never want to hear how i feel. you never want to listen and you never want to understand. well mister ass hole. i'm not gonna be around much longer if you keep up that attitude. she called you last night and you answered it in front of my face. and then i take a peek at your phone tonight and she called you earlier today. and you talked to her. then i ask if you have to talk to her and you accuse me of telling you who you are allowed to be friends with and who you aren't allowed to be friends with. well excuse me, i'm not the one who said to you that you were supposed to be just a fling, i'm not the one who said to you that i spent a night in my ex's bed, i'm not the one who has ever fucking hurt you. you ALWAYS hurt me. i'm the good person and I'm ALWAYS the one getting hurt. i'm not having it anymore. I swear to God, if you are going to talk to her in front of me, i'm not going to talk to you the rest of the night. and if i see you talk to her in person, i'm leaving you. I knew that i should have given you the ultimadum....her or me. but i didn't thinking that i would let you make the decision on your own. but you didn't. you want to have ur cake and eat it too. fuck you. if i see you talk to her or if you talk to her on the phone in front of me. i'm leaving your ass. that instant and you will never know what hit you. i'm the best thing that you will ever have. i'm a great girlfriend. and i don't like to have an ego. but for God's sake...I do a lot for you. i do a lot for you and ask for little in return. i don't expect anything but respect and love. but you have pushed this way further then it needs to go. and for this, i'm pissed. and the next time i hear her fucking name. i'm done.