jessicas birthday!!!
so things have been rough..
im thinking about staying with my dad for a while hopefully ill still be able to go to ewood...
my moms going psyco again...its hard to deal with, shes just ready to give up because im "such a bad kid" she complains about me and everything i do..i cant do anything right to 'please' her. she thinks im on all these crazy ass drugs, but she wont test me becasue i can pop one on her by the courts and she knows she wont pass it. she tells my dad shes done that she cant 'handle' me anymore..and i honnestly havnt done anything wrong...
she wants my dad to be the "bad guy" and supposedly 'catch' me. she doesnt want me with josh anymore because he thinks hes the main problem, but she wont grow the balls to tell me to break up with him..but i wont do it anyways....
i should just get imancipated or something...lol
but anyways...i finally got to hang with all my 08ers...jessica bre lynn steff ashton kayla kahleigh crystal chelsea paige, i think thats it..but it was alot of fun!!!
well tommorrow getting up early to go to friggin ewood for practice at 6am..its bullshit. o well. then after i think im going to josh's then hes going to meet my dad for the first time! im so excited!!!
long entry..but alots going on...just STRESSED
♥
im thinking about staying with my dad for a while hopefully ill still be able to go to ewood...
my moms going psyco again...its hard to deal with, shes just ready to give up because im "such a bad kid" she complains about me and everything i do..i cant do anything right to 'please' her. she thinks im on all these crazy ass drugs, but she wont test me becasue i can pop one on her by the courts and she knows she wont pass it. she tells my dad shes done that she cant 'handle' me anymore..and i honnestly havnt done anything wrong...
she wants my dad to be the "bad guy" and supposedly 'catch' me. she doesnt want me with josh anymore because he thinks hes the main problem, but she wont grow the balls to tell me to break up with him..but i wont do it anyways....
i should just get imancipated or something...lol
but anyways...i finally got to hang with all my 08ers...jessica bre lynn steff ashton kayla kahleigh crystal chelsea paige, i think thats it..but it was alot of fun!!!
well tommorrow getting up early to go to friggin ewood for practice at 6am..its bullshit. o well. then after i think im going to josh's then hes going to meet my dad for the first time! im so excited!!!
long entry..but alots going on...just STRESSED
♥