Jul 04, 2005 00:24
josh and i ate mcdonalds together this morning for our 4months i guess..it was awesome! i needed a little "me and him" time! so then i helped my mom get the flowers and such ready for the wedding on saturday..it was really boring and gay but o well. went to chill at grammies. came home and did the computer thing...
mmmk so here's when the crazy part starts!!..nicole calls to hang out!! well we end up going to my babys<3 house..well he's not exactually the "sober" one out of the group..not at all! haha. so we all laughed at him and hung out! so sinse brad is running around with his pants around his ankles two people are in the pool josh is acting crazy and tyrone is being his normal self...im just kinda sitting back thinking about some words that were said..hmmm?!?!
its weird how you can go from being so pissedat someone..and then HEgoes and does something so wonderful!! alot of mixed feelings are going through me right now...frustrated because i dont know it's real. mad because i dont know how you truly feel. angry because you wont take my hand. aggrivatedbecause you wont/dont understand. but no matter what i still ♥ him
thats all for now! ♥ goodnight!