you are my sunshine, my only sunshine.
hello all,
I feel the tight grip I once held my livejournal with slowly slipping away into the black abyss that is my past. However, since I am on vacation, I surely cannot pass up the temptation to update you all on my life's comings and goings.
in the words of Coni, my sister, my teammate, my mother, my best friend(one of them) "I feel like this is how everything should be, this is the way it is supposed to happen, this is the life we are supposed to be living."
I am in California. We've come down for the Mid-State Fair and to be with Coni's grandmother on her death bed. It's been a whirlwind of emotions down here. Being with someone at the end of their life is an overwhelming and moving experience. I feel like I should be writing a novel based on the experiences I have lived through with these people, all of whom, consider me family. I just can't even say.
Coni and Teri and I bought Tarot cards and gave each other readings the other night which were shockingly accurate.
Naomi is just perfect. How can anyone consider her a job. this is way more than that.
Coni took me to see Larry the Cable Guy on my birthday, not my initial idea of a good time, but ended up being greatttt fun. Probably because everyone in attendance reminded me so much of Georgian white trash, something I have almost come to miss...almost. The next day she and the whole family threw me a barbeque and we had a huge ansley cake and played games and swam and stayed up late outside under the stars, it was the best birthday I've had since I was a little kid. We rode rides at the carnival and I got to see Velvet Revolver from the Ferris Wheel and i love me some Cali. probly the highlight was winning a goldfish from the fair.
I'm missing Adam, which is a good thing, I am excited to be back in Alaska and pick up where we left off. There is no other way to describe him, a gentleman.
I'm coming home Labor day weekend. I'll be there from wed-tues but I'll be at my farm with my fam fri-mon, call me if youre interested in hanging out. I reallly miss mezzo.
so, I start college on the 28th, I see my family that weekend, annnnd I'm starting up a new job on the weekends in Alaska!!! I am going to teach singing lessons with Big Mitch!!! Thats like, a huge confidence booster!!! so training fr that has been fun.
but right now, I am just loving all that is my life, and California, and sleeping in every morning until 10:30. and being with people I can call family.
and as for my real family, i just am so blessed.
miss you all, love you all, I hope you are all happy.
I feel the tight grip I once held my livejournal with slowly slipping away into the black abyss that is my past. However, since I am on vacation, I surely cannot pass up the temptation to update you all on my life's comings and goings.
in the words of Coni, my sister, my teammate, my mother, my best friend(one of them) "I feel like this is how everything should be, this is the way it is supposed to happen, this is the life we are supposed to be living."
I am in California. We've come down for the Mid-State Fair and to be with Coni's grandmother on her death bed. It's been a whirlwind of emotions down here. Being with someone at the end of their life is an overwhelming and moving experience. I feel like I should be writing a novel based on the experiences I have lived through with these people, all of whom, consider me family. I just can't even say.
Coni and Teri and I bought Tarot cards and gave each other readings the other night which were shockingly accurate.
Naomi is just perfect. How can anyone consider her a job. this is way more than that.
Coni took me to see Larry the Cable Guy on my birthday, not my initial idea of a good time, but ended up being greatttt fun. Probably because everyone in attendance reminded me so much of Georgian white trash, something I have almost come to miss...almost. The next day she and the whole family threw me a barbeque and we had a huge ansley cake and played games and swam and stayed up late outside under the stars, it was the best birthday I've had since I was a little kid. We rode rides at the carnival and I got to see Velvet Revolver from the Ferris Wheel and i love me some Cali. probly the highlight was winning a goldfish from the fair.
I'm missing Adam, which is a good thing, I am excited to be back in Alaska and pick up where we left off. There is no other way to describe him, a gentleman.
I'm coming home Labor day weekend. I'll be there from wed-tues but I'll be at my farm with my fam fri-mon, call me if youre interested in hanging out. I reallly miss mezzo.
so, I start college on the 28th, I see my family that weekend, annnnd I'm starting up a new job on the weekends in Alaska!!! I am going to teach singing lessons with Big Mitch!!! Thats like, a huge confidence booster!!! so training fr that has been fun.
but right now, I am just loving all that is my life, and California, and sleeping in every morning until 10:30. and being with people I can call family.
and as for my real family, i just am so blessed.
miss you all, love you all, I hope you are all happy.