May 12, 2005 22:46
Well its late but i cant sleep for some reason so i thought id might as well do something productive. I dunno, shit just isnt going my way at all and hasnt for a long ass time. Im getting screwed over in a bunch of shit and its just pissing me off. I need like a break from reality so i can just sit and think or something. Its driving me fucking insane. I dunno why i cant just have things for the most part work out in my life. Im not asking for everything to work well, just enough so im not ripping my hair out. Im really starting to not give a shit about things anymore which prolly isnt good but i cant seem to help it. I garuntee once school is out, half my problems will go away thats for sure. Theres just too much expectations out of parents and teachers on grades and shit. Ugh. W/e i prolly should try and get some sleep atleast. Christ, reality blows.