GOD, GIVE ME BALLS!!!

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So Brock introduced me to this guy named Mike at Kurtis' 30th Bash. EFFING HOT!!! My type...tan, muscular, great smile, around my age, not a whore, goal oriented, likes the Asian, thought I was the cutest one at the party (and the party was big), rarely drinks, doesn't hook-up. The catch, he lives in Santa Monica, but an Oregon native. So he and Brock are good friends and they both met up at Silverado last night and Brock was gonna try to hook a brother up. Guys were all up ons him. So I didn't want to push them aside and make my way. I'm so not the aggressive type. On a positive note: he did grab my ass firmly as he passed behind me and I melted. Handsome guys don't dig me. He dug me. And what did I do? NOTHING!!! I tried, but I don't know how. I think I'm retarded when it comes to guys. He told Brock that I should've been more forward with him...what does that mean? Tell him I want to be his baby daddy and makeout with him all night long?!?! That is so not the Gino. So I don't know. I totally should've given him my number, but I was still in a daze cause a hot guy grasped my ass. We talked and such, but interruptions happend, and I seriously didn't know what to talk about. Kinda awkward really. Oh well. Maybe when he comes back up to visit family again, he, Brock, and I can hang, grab a crepe, and talk about stuff. Why do I think that a guy like him wouldn't like a guy like me? I'm a fool.

Anyways...off to Philly...entries to come soon...