I think I now know what my problem is
I need to stop looking too far ahead and start living the now. There are going to be many of times in my life that things will go wrong. I just need to learn to take it as they come. Play the cards in my hand, not the next hand. And stop worrying about what could go wrong, when it probably won't. I admit this to you all, I see my problem. Now I just need to resolve this problem. Damn, I feel like effing Doogy Houser. (minus the ragingly gay homo part)(and child Dr.)(and what ever else is gay that he does)