Nov 14, 2004 21:27
heyy i havent updated this in a while cuz i really dont have ne thing to rite about. well today i wanted jessi (a.k.a DUCKI) LMAO, to coem over but she had to do her hw and she said that she was gunna call me when shes done. well 2 hours later i called her and she said that she had jsut gottin bac from shopping with her mom and aunt and that she didnt start her hw yet. so i told her to call me when she was done. i seriously had to call her 5 times cause i really wanted her to come over but she was still doin her hw. i got really mad and i did sumthing that i normaly would never do. it wasnt because of jessi, but of everything that was happening in my life that totally sucked. if u wanna kw y i/m. well ne wayz just now me and alyssa said sry to each other for what we did, at like the same time. it was all my fault and alyssa u didnt have to say sry it was all my fault. i really missed talkin to u and i dono im glad that were friends again. everyday i wondered what u were doin with all ur other friends that dont treat u like i did. i think that i didnt realize how much u meant to me untill u werent there ne more it was like having ur best friend die and never getting a chance to tell them how much they mean to u. i hope that we never get in this big of a fight ever again. it wasnt that fun lol. well i think that i might get to bed cuz im tired and i might think about what im gunna talk to alyssa about tomarrow. we have so much to catch up on
~*~Katie~*~
P.S. i just thought of a good saying that would go with how i feel rite now
"When u loose a friend its like a part of ur heart was ripped out, and then sewed back together when they forgive you"