there comes a point in your life when you realize who really matters, who never did, and who always
I've realized alot of things over the past two and half weeks. I've realized who actually really cares. I've realized who I can really trust and who can trust me .. 5 people. everyone else has screwed up their chance of me ever trusting them. And it's as clear as black and white. One person opened to my eyes to the fact that they hate me, they don't care and never did. Another person opened my eyes to the fact that I can't trust them which led me to the fact that I realized that whole group I can no longer trust. One other person taught me not to believe in what people tell me. 1 month and 17 days that are left of the complete school year. So I could really care less what you do anymore, I'm not apart of it as of right now. Wanna talk about me? go right ahead, you've done it enough, why bother stopping? Wanna betray me? I mean, its something thats been happening my whole life. Want to use me? why bother to stop the fun? You've been doing it all year, its pointless to stop right now. It takes one thing to screw up EVERYTHING with me. Even if its just an accident, it takes so much to gain my trust back. But sometimes, you can never regain it. Ther'es only been 4 people who have been able to regain my trust back. But its the betrayal, the stays with you.