muah x infinity
I think the medication I'm on is making me into an emotional roller coaster. I have been crying about every little thing and I know it's not 'that time of the month.' its bothering me :Cuz I seriously and honestly don't mean to. I went to see The Alamo and The Prince & Me last night with Nina, and I almost started crying in both movies. I usually never cry in a movie unless its Titantic .. LOL .. so I don't know whats going on. I started crying the 13th I think? I left school early yesterday because of my cough *it hasn't gotten any better*, I was upset about something and it made me cry all day, and I just didn't feel like being at school. Hopefully this roller coaster will end at some point.
Other than that, things have been ok. Ever since I came back from the Bahamas, I've had a lot to think about. I realized while in the Bahamas that I can't really trust Kendra or let alone Jon. My reasons are that Kendra doesn't tell me the truth half the time. When I ask Jon about something she says to me relating to me or someone else, he gives me something totally different and says that she misinterprets what it actually said. But then with trusting Jon, he goes and tells Kendra everything. I have my reasons for that one too, but I won't get into that. He tells Kendra things indirectly, meaning, he doesn't say who, but she usually figures it out. The thing is, I find out everything. No one can keep anything a secret from me because I eventually find out. And the thing people don't understand is, I am smart, meaning I can figure out things with so little clues and jump to figure out what it is exactly. I jump to conclusions alot but I don't really want to do that if my guess is wrong.
I have to work on my stupid english term paper. So I'm dedicating today and tomorrow to doing that. I need to go to the Dickinson Library though I think. I only have one book. I just don't feel like going. LOL. Maybe I'll call Karen and see if she wants to come along with me? anyways, I'm going to go start all that fun stuff. Maybe I'll post later.
xoxo * ames
Other than that, things have been ok. Ever since I came back from the Bahamas, I've had a lot to think about. I realized while in the Bahamas that I can't really trust Kendra or let alone Jon. My reasons are that Kendra doesn't tell me the truth half the time. When I ask Jon about something she says to me relating to me or someone else, he gives me something totally different and says that she misinterprets what it actually said. But then with trusting Jon, he goes and tells Kendra everything. I have my reasons for that one too, but I won't get into that. He tells Kendra things indirectly, meaning, he doesn't say who, but she usually figures it out. The thing is, I find out everything. No one can keep anything a secret from me because I eventually find out. And the thing people don't understand is, I am smart, meaning I can figure out things with so little clues and jump to figure out what it is exactly. I jump to conclusions alot but I don't really want to do that if my guess is wrong.
I have to work on my stupid english term paper. So I'm dedicating today and tomorrow to doing that. I need to go to the Dickinson Library though I think. I only have one book. I just don't feel like going. LOL. Maybe I'll call Karen and see if she wants to come along with me? anyways, I'm going to go start all that fun stuff. Maybe I'll post later.
xoxo * ames