Dec 16, 2004 20:21
this day was specail to me, i wokeup hoping something specail would happen.But im dumb.i should have known.i guess this means i mean nothing...i wanted something awsome to happen but it didnt .i didnt want to get my hopes up so i acted like nothing was goin on.maybe its my fault.
Angela got my some awomis presents for christmas! it was a really really cute picture of us two on spirit day when we were twins!! it was soo much fun and an awsome thing that makes me laugh but when i think about it, it kinda makes me want to cry.(but i didnt)
am i really not acting like my self i feel like im acting differnt.someone told me that i wasnt acting like the happy emily that came into class everyday with a big smile on my face and a glow in my eyes.but now some its like something has changed.SO im gonna try to look at the brighter side of things more often no matter what and im not gonna let things get me down no matter what! and im gonna make it a goal to try to smile all day and laugh at lease 6 times(even if its over something stupid)
did you know the average person laughs 15 times a day! crazy.