Apr 09, 2007 22:50
when everyone in the world is being annoying and not listening and refusing to stop being immature?
ughhh.
i also hate it when ppl forget things that ive told them more than once. something simple.]
i also really hate it when ppl message me and say 'what are you doing this week, and dont you dare say ur hanging out w/ jake everyday' and junk like that.
HE'S MY BOYFRIEND. I HANG OUT WITH HIM BECAUSE HE IS THE ONLY PERSON WHO LISTENS TO ME AND TREATS ME RIGHT. HE'S THE ONLY PERSON I EVER HAVE A GREAT TIME WITH ANYMORE. WHY PRETEND TO BE HAPPY WHEN HE MAKES ME HAPPY WITHOUT EVEN TRYING?!?!?... dont i deserve to be happy too??
i just wish someone in this world would understand. i dont just hang out w/ him cuz he's my boyfriend. i hang out w/ him cuz he is also my best friend. i never ever got to feel what love was like for over 15.5 years, and i finally have it. ..
and i really hate when ppl yell at me for it.
and when i just type out my thoughts into one bulletin on myspace, i get messaged w/ "no 1 cares".. maybe someone in this world does. so far i got one person for sure, idk bout anyone else.
on top of that, i wanna do the talent show, but im not doing it by myself. i want someone else w/ me. i was guna c if val could get into it w/ me but then she started acting retarded. we were guna have jake sing but now idk if im even doing it. if anyone would do it w/ me, plz mssge me...
i hate how i do so much for ppl and they dont even appreciate it.
i hate how one little thing can mess up my day
i hate how i cant figure out what goes on in my mind.
i hate how everyone underestimates me
one day... i will show the world what im really like..
for now i guess im just trying to live up to everyone's standards... i dont see why i have to and if i mess one thing up i get yelled at.
plz dont respond to this saying 'no one cares' or 'i dont care'. seriously, now is not the time.
just wish someone in this world would listen...