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so ive been kinda scared ever since a conversation ended yesterday. i knew i had to tell the person how i felt... and already blew the chance last night. so i wanted to do it today while it was still sorta fresh, but they had to leave. so tomarrow is probably my last chance, but i know i should do it.. i think.
i know no matter which way this goes, its guna end up bad unless there's that 1% chance that it all goes the way i'd like it to.
and as im writing this im in the middle of telling this person i dont like him but i thought i did but i dont anymore. erg.
so i was scared for no reason today. but now im scared for tomarrow. when i was talking to them today i almost did it, but then the convo turned the other way and they had to leave. i felt like the way i did the day heather told him.
but this time, its me. im telling him. so weird...
so if the situation goes in my favor, my wishes finally came true. if it goes to where.. well.. lets just say situation 1, then i got robbed. situation 2 would just crush me. =/
no matter what happens, im guna b hurt. guess i gotta deal w/ it....
i know no matter which way this goes, its guna end up bad unless there's that 1% chance that it all goes the way i'd like it to.
and as im writing this im in the middle of telling this person i dont like him but i thought i did but i dont anymore. erg.
so i was scared for no reason today. but now im scared for tomarrow. when i was talking to them today i almost did it, but then the convo turned the other way and they had to leave. i felt like the way i did the day heather told him.
but this time, its me. im telling him. so weird...
so if the situation goes in my favor, my wishes finally came true. if it goes to where.. well.. lets just say situation 1, then i got robbed. situation 2 would just crush me. =/
no matter what happens, im guna b hurt. guess i gotta deal w/ it....