Title: First Time
Author: flipflop555
Rating: NC17, fluffy/nervous sex
Pairing: Rachel/Quinn
Summary: Both Rachel's and Quinn's first time, but Quinn's much more nervous
Disclaimer: This is a total piece of fiction, I own nothing and no one involved
Word Count: 2660
A/N: For this prompt onthe meme
http://community.livejournal.com/glee_kink_meme/1224.html?thread=4515528#t4515528 A/N2: comment away!! lol ( please =D )
Rachel sat nervously on the arm of her couch, toying with the hem of her skirt and staring at the door intently. When she heard a very faint knock, she took a deep breath and got up. Quinn was waiting outside holding a small bouquet of flowers and a deep blush in her cheeks. Rachel smiled at her reassuringly. “Hi Quinn.”
“Hi Rachel. Ummm, these are for you,” the blonde replied with a nervous smile, holding out the flowers. Rachel smiled at them.
“They’re lovely, Quinn, thank you. Come inside?” Quinn nodded sheepishly. Rachel closed the door softly, placed the flowers on the door-side table and turned around to lean on the dark wood. Quinn spun around to face her, leaving them both in an awkward silence.
“I don’t know why this is so hard, I’ve been over here like a million times,” Quinn mumbled, fiddling with her fingers. Rachel snickered and shook her head a bit before pushing herself off the door and reaching out for Quinn’s hands.
“Sweetheart, it’s ok to be nervous. I’m nervous too, but I love you and you love me and that’s all that matters, ok? We don’t have to do it if you don’t want to,” Rachel whispered reassuringly. Quinn kept her head down and nodded. Rachel leaned in a bit and peered up into hazel eyes, before lightly pressing her lips to Quinn’s. “See, it’s ok baby. Let’s just do what we usually do and let it progress how it will, no pressure.” Quinn bit her lip and nodded, rubbing her thumb gently over Rachel’s hand. Rachel beamed and nodded, then started to walk upstairs with Quinn in tow.
Rachel closed her door as Quinn sat at the foot of the bed. The blonde was still too nervous to even look at Rachel, and her bright red face reflected as much. Rachel sighed and walked over to Quinn and sat on the girl’s lap facing her. “Q, baby, please talk to me, I hate seeing you like this. It’s just sex, we really don’t have to do it Quinn. I’m more than happy to wait for you.”
Quinn sighed and shook her head. “It’s not that Rach, I want you. I want you so bad, it’s just-“
“I want you, I want you so baaaaaad. I want yoooooou, I want you so baaaad, it’s driving me mad, it’s driving me mad,” Rachel sang with a smile. Quinn snickered and Rachel was happy to see she had broken the tension. Finally the blonde looked into the tiny singer’s eyes.
“Yea, it’s driving me mad I guess. Rach, lovebug, I want to do this for you, for us, but I just…” Quinn sighed and looked down and Rachel pouted.
“Just what?”
“…I don’t know how to like…do it. A-and you deserve better than someone who doesn’t know what they’re doing.” Rachel giggled, causing Quinn to look like she had just been personally offended.
“Oh, baby, that’s adorable!” Quinn didn’t find this all that funny and tried to scoot away from Rachel, who was still on top of her. “No, no, Q, sweety, it’s ok, I don’t know either!” Quinn looked up, shocked.
“Y-you’ve never, like…you know…with another girl before?”
“No! Why, who did you think I had done it with?”
Quinn paused and thought. “I guess I don’t know, you just seemed so knowledgeable with all the other stuff we’ve done, I’d only assumed you’d done it to someone else before!” Rachel smiled bigger, if that was even possible. She shook her head and Quinn sighed with relief.
“Feel better?” Rachel asked with a raised eyebrow. Quinn nodded sheepishly. “Good, because I’ve been wanting to do this,” Rachel leaned in and kissed Quinn passionately, “since you walked in the door.” Quinn leaned in and kissed Rachel deeply, whimpering into her mouth. Rachel whined too, and pushed Quinn a bit so the blonde reclined onto the bed, Rachel leaning down with her.
The girls had done this much before, even a little more. Rachel sliding her hand down to the hem of Quinn’s shirt, playing with it for a few seconds before snaking her hand up pale flesh was nothing new. Rachel undoing the front clasp on Quinn’s bra and toying with the stiff pink nipples was child’s play to them. But after 2 months of this, the couple decided they were ready to take the next step, and waited patiently for Rachel’s dads to go away for a weekend to do so.
As Rachel continued to pinch and rub Quinn’s eager nipples, the blonde pulled back, panting. “I-I want to be naked, like with you.” The second the blonde said it, she squeezed her eyes shut. “Did I really just say that?” she thought, cursing herself endlessly. Rachel smirked.
“Well, as you so eloquently put it, I want to be naked with you too,” the brunette replied. She leaned back up so she was straddling Quinn’s pelvis and pulled her shirt over her head. Quinn sat up and pulled Rachel into another kiss as she reached around to the bra clasps. She undid them and leaned back to look into Rachel’s eyes as the purple material slid down her arms. Quinn, who had seen Rachel’s breasts a few times, just stared at them being right in front of her face. Rachel bit her lip nervously. “Is this ok?”
Quinn didn’t even look up, she just leaned in and took a small brown nipple in her mouth. Rachel’s head fell back as she moaned. This was unchartered territory, they had only ever felt each other up; this was a big step. As Quinn sucked one nipple and played with the other, Rachel began gently riding Quinn, searching for release from the buildup Quinn was giving her. “I’ thi’ uhkah?” Quinn asked over Rachel’s nipple. Rachel sadly stopped her riding to look down curiously. Quinn pulled back with a wet pop, to both pull off her own shirt, leaving the girls naked from the belt up, and to ask her question. “I asked was that ok?” Rachel smiled warmly at Quinn.
“It was amazing, just keep doing that,” Rachel whispered. Quinn smiled like a 5 year old who had just been congratulated. The blonde dove in eagerly, occasionally nipping on Rachel’s stiff buds. “Oooh, Quinn, baby, I’m getting so wet for you,” Rachel growled, thrusting her hips down harder.
Quinn stopped. “Oh, ummm, congrats?” Well, that was a mood killer. Rachel stared down at the blonde curiously.
“You know.....Quinn, you know what getting wet means, right?”
Quinn nodded sheepishly. “Yeah yea, no of course. But like, what do I say to that?” Rachel raised an eyebrow. “What’s proper lesbian etiquette to respond to hearing you’re getting a woman wet?” Rachel doubled over in laughter, rolling right off Quinn and onto her bed, clutching her sides. “That was a very serious question, Rachel! I don’t know what I’m doing here!” Quinn whined helplessly.
Finally Rachel managed to collect herself. “Oh baby, you’re too damn cute. That was just like, you know, bedroom talk…” Quinn paused, trying to put the pieces together before her eyes went wide.
“Oh shit, Rach, you were talking dirty?” Rachel sighed and nodded.
“Well, I was trying, before you got all ‘etiquette’ on me!” Rachel replied with a giggle. Quinn blushed more and Rachel swore she saw tears in the blonde’s eyes. Rachel sighed and pressed a kiss to Quinn’s cheek. “Quinn, please trust me, you know what you’re doing, ok? That felt amazing, I mean come one, you got me wet,” Rachel whispered with a soft laugh. Quinn smiled and nodded, then turned her face for a quick kiss.
“Can…can you take your skirt off?” Rachel’s eyes widened. “Oh, no, it’s ok, you don’t have to at all, I was just-“ Before Quinn could continue, Rachel leaned in and kissed her soundly.
“Quinn, you can be a little forceful with me, ok? I’m not gonna break, you can take my skirt off, and then you can do whatever you want to me, I’m yours.”
Quinn took a deep breath and nodded before rolling on top of Rachel and smashing their lips together. Rachel whimpered at Quinn’s new-found confidence, but wasn’t complaining when she felt Quinn blindly feeling for the zipper on the side of Rachel’s skirt. The blonde slid the tiny piece of metal down until the skirt was undone and paused, her hand hovering over Rachel’s exposed thigh.
“Rach…”
Rachel kissed Quinn’s cheek softly. “It’s ok, Quinn, it’s ok.” Quinn pouted, resting her forehead on Rachel’s.
“I’m sorry I’m so nervous Rach, I really am. I just…it’s…can I be a little selfish for a sec?” Rachel nodded. “C-can you do me first? Just so I know what I should like be on the lookout for.”
Rachel smiled and kissed Quinn’s cheek again. “Of course sweetheart, all you have to do is ask. I know this is hard for you, let me make it all better.” Quinn nodded weakly and rolled over with Rachel so the brunette was on top. Though, as Rachel said, she was quite new at all of this, the girl knew what she was doing.
Rachel kissed up Quinn’s jaw line and to her ear, where she sucked the pale earlobe between her teeth. Quinn shuddered and pushed her chest up eagerly, smashing her chest against Rachel’s. Rachel smiled as she nibbled on Quinn’s ear, and began kissing down the fair skinned neck, before latching on to the blonde’s pulse point. Just a little nibble sent Quinn wailing. “Quinn’s neck is really sensitive, that’s something to remember,” Rachel thought to herself as she began sucking on the skin. Meanwhile, Rachel’s hands rubbed small circles on Quinn’s nipples, getting them stiff before sliding down to the girl’s denim jeans.
Rachel stopped her kissing for a second, opting to bury her face in Quinn’s neck while she focused on undoing the button and zipper. When they were both opened, Rachel tugged a bit but to almost no avail. “Umm, let me,” Quinn whispered. She lifted her hips off the ground while Rachel waited at her side and pulled off her pants. Just before she went back to kissing Quinn’s neck, Rachel saw the look of shame in the blonde’s eyes; ever since giving birth to Beth, Quinn had been almost nonsensically self-conscious of her body. Rachel felt so bad because Quinn really did look amazing and had done an excellent job getting herself into shape after the baby was born.
“You’re so beautiful,” Rachel whispered in between kisses that she was now peppering over Quinn’s chest. She felt the blonde tense at Rachel’s words. “Quinn, you’re beautiful,” she kissed her again, “amazing,” another soft kiss, “gorgeous,” and finally Quinn started to relax into Rachel’s words.
The singer kissed back up to Quinn’s mouth and slid her hand down to Quinn’s panties, toying gently with the elastic. “Can I touch you?” Rachel whispered between kisses. Quinn nodded surely. Rachel smiled and kissed Quinn passionately while sliding her hand in, feeling soft curls for the first time. Quinn shuddered and spread her legs as Rachel’s fingers explored. Rachel being Rachel had googled what to do extensively, but now she needed to put her research into action. The blonde was dripping and ready, making Rachel feel almost a sense of pride at how much Quinn wanted this. Rachel broke their kiss and paused as she cupped Quinn’s sex. “Are you ready?” There was silence, with nothing but the heavy breathing between them. Quinn nodded. “Tell me if you want me to stop,” Rachel whispered as she ran one finger up and down Quinn’s slit and positioned it at the girl’s opening. Rachel moved back to Quinn’s neck and felt the girl nod.
Rachel slid the finger in slowly, feeling Quinn tense and hearing her breathing pick-up. When she was knuckle deep, she waited, leaving soft kisses all over Quinn’s neck. “O-ok, keep going,” Quinn whispered. Rachel nodded and pulled the finger out slowly, then pushed it back it, again knuckle deep. Slowly but surely, the girls got into a rhythm and soon Quinn was really enjoying it. “More,” the blonde whined. Rachel smiled and added a second finger, soon a third, but could feel that she that stretched Quinn to capacity. Rachel’s finger felt blindly for that little bundle of nerves that would send Quinn into another dimension of pleasure.
“Here it comes, Q,” Rachel purred, before curling her fingers and rubbing her thumb against the blonde’s clit. Quinn didn’t even scream, she was too preoccupied in forgetting to breathe, so caught up was she in the intense feeling. Rachel curled her fingers with the next pump and pressed down on Quinn’s clit. The taller girl’s whole body shook as it stiffened. Her walls tightened around Rachel’s fingers, making it almost impossible to withdraw them, so the singer just focused on Quinn’s clit. With a squeak of ecstasy and one final thrust towards Rachel, Quinn’s body relaxed, her legs falling to either side of her body.
Rachel sat up and ran her fingers lazily over fair skin, watching as Quinn took in deep, sharp breaths and exhaled weakly. Rachel didn’t know what to say here; she wanted her turn but at the same time, Quinn looked so beautiful and relaxed, she didn’t really care what happened.
“Wow.” That was the only thing Quinn said for about 5 minutes. After the third wow, Rachel giggled and kissed the blonde’s forehead. “Can I do you now?” Quinn asked softly. Rachel looked into the hazel eyes and nodded.
“Only if you want to, there’s no pressure to do it if you’re not ready,” Rachel replied, giving Quinn an encouraging smile. Quinn nodded.
“I want to, Rachel,” the blonde replied. Rachel nodded and rolled over, allowing Quinn to get on top. The girls kissed each other softly while Quinn’s fingers danced over the fabric of Rachel’s panties before finally building up the courage to go beneath it. Rachel sighed as Quinn nervously explored. Quinn touched something that made Rachel purr, causing her to pull back. “That-that was good right? Like a happy sound?” Rachel panted and nodded as Quinn ran her fingers over that spot again.
“Oh Quinn, like that baby, perfect,” Rachel whimpered, as she was barely able to speak sentences any more. Quinn smiled and continued to rub the stiffening nub, soon realizing that this was Rachel’s clit. The blonde went faster and faster, too preoccupied with watching Rachel writhe and purr to think about putting a finger inside the girl. Before she knew it, Rachel’s jaw dropped and locked and all that came out was a faint squeak. Her brown eyes clamped shut and her pelvis shot into Quinn’s hand seeking to ride out the orgasm that was washing over her. Quinn was shocked and continued to rub in tight, quick circles, fascinated with how beautiful Rachel looked at the peak of all pleasure.
Finally Rachel’s head dropped back onto her pillow, panting heavily. “I’m sorry I didn’t like…go in, for lack of a more normal way to put it,” Quinn whispered, placing a gentle kiss on Rachel’s flush cheek. Rachel cracked a tiny smile, since any movement was asking far too much of her right now.
“Sweetheart, it’s ok, please have some confidence in yourself sexually. After all, you did make me cum, babe. Like really hard, Q, ok?” Quinn beamed and nodded.
“I love you, Rachel.”
“I love you too, Quinn. Now come over here, I want to cuddle,” Rachel said softly. Quinn curled up to her girlfriend, draping her arm over the tan girl’s stomach possessively and sighed into her neck. Soon, Rachel’s breathing slowed and Quinn realized the small girl had fallen asleep. The blonde smiled to herself and kissed Rachel’s neck gently.
“I’m so lucky to have you,” she whispered in the tan flesh. As she inhaled Rachel’s scent, Quinn slowly drifted to sleep as well.