hum.
so this is probably gonna be the most random thing you’ll ever read...and that’s if you even understand it.
i have been sitting in my room now for about 2 hours...which seems like forever and a day. i have no music, no tv, not answering my phone. just my fan spinning and the wheels turning in my head. thinking...is bad.
i’ve been a lot more observant lately and i notice what people say when other people they don’t like walk into a room. it’s kinda scary because the people that they don’t like are comepletely oblivious to the fact they’re being talked about. makes you wonder what people say when you’re in the room, but not paying attention huh?
ontop of being observant, i’ve been more bitchy lately. don’t know why..kinda in the process of figuring it out. i just haven’t been myself. i’m sorry to everyone i was mean to. give me time...the old me will be back shortly.
my room’s a shit hole, i have homework, my bathroom’s dirty, i have laundry and no ambition what-so-ever to do anything about it.
not to mention, this damn hurricane’s being a whorebag and a half. i hate it. stationary, churning away over mexico while we just sit pretty and wait to be hit by it. no school monday. cool..i had a math test. the only thing i’m really worried about is the power. if my job loses power- we won’t be open for about 3 weeks following it. that = 3 weeks with 0 pay. i don’t know about everyone else, but i’ve gotten used to the idea of getting paid every week. and that’s not consdiering the fact that in francis..i didn’t have power for 2 weeks. i don’t know if i can handle that all over again.
so i continue to sit here, listening to my fan, in my dirty room, thinking about my homework and shit..and do nothing about it.
and considering no one reads this anyway..i think i’m just gonna stop posting unless i have something important to say..or the cure for cancer. night guys...
xoxo~rach
i have been sitting in my room now for about 2 hours...which seems like forever and a day. i have no music, no tv, not answering my phone. just my fan spinning and the wheels turning in my head. thinking...is bad.
i’ve been a lot more observant lately and i notice what people say when other people they don’t like walk into a room. it’s kinda scary because the people that they don’t like are comepletely oblivious to the fact they’re being talked about. makes you wonder what people say when you’re in the room, but not paying attention huh?
ontop of being observant, i’ve been more bitchy lately. don’t know why..kinda in the process of figuring it out. i just haven’t been myself. i’m sorry to everyone i was mean to. give me time...the old me will be back shortly.
my room’s a shit hole, i have homework, my bathroom’s dirty, i have laundry and no ambition what-so-ever to do anything about it.
not to mention, this damn hurricane’s being a whorebag and a half. i hate it. stationary, churning away over mexico while we just sit pretty and wait to be hit by it. no school monday. cool..i had a math test. the only thing i’m really worried about is the power. if my job loses power- we won’t be open for about 3 weeks following it. that = 3 weeks with 0 pay. i don’t know about everyone else, but i’ve gotten used to the idea of getting paid every week. and that’s not consdiering the fact that in francis..i didn’t have power for 2 weeks. i don’t know if i can handle that all over again.
so i continue to sit here, listening to my fan, in my dirty room, thinking about my homework and shit..and do nothing about it.
and considering no one reads this anyway..i think i’m just gonna stop posting unless i have something important to say..or the cure for cancer. night guys...
xoxo~rach