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so i just talked to a god friend of mine and she got me a little worked up so i have to vent alittle. i'm just warning you now, if you dont want to listen to me bitch then you probably shouldn't read this:
i know things change and people change and distance can change alot, but really? i feel like its just me that is getting excluded from friendships. .i feel like even when i come home i dont even get to see the people who i thought would always be my friends. and i feel like i've made somewhat of an effort to see everyone. .i know i haven't done the best job and i could make more of an effort to call people more, but i dont see anyone else making an effort either so its not just my fault. .i mean how many of my friend have actually came out to vist? holly, brettly, roose, mikhail.. and thats its. when i see my self slipping down in people's myspace top whatever's it makes me sad and kind of angry. i mean didnt our however many years of friendship matter? i know this is a really stupid thing to get angry about, but i cant help how i feel and i know that im not the only one who feels this way about it. i guess i just never believed people when they said that you would grow apart from your high shcool friends, but i guess they were right. .
ok im done venting. .on a happier note, i offically have a boyfriend and it's kind of weird because ive been single for so long. but i'm really happy and thats all that matters.
i know things change and people change and distance can change alot, but really? i feel like its just me that is getting excluded from friendships. .i feel like even when i come home i dont even get to see the people who i thought would always be my friends. and i feel like i've made somewhat of an effort to see everyone. .i know i haven't done the best job and i could make more of an effort to call people more, but i dont see anyone else making an effort either so its not just my fault. .i mean how many of my friend have actually came out to vist? holly, brettly, roose, mikhail.. and thats its. when i see my self slipping down in people's myspace top whatever's it makes me sad and kind of angry. i mean didnt our however many years of friendship matter? i know this is a really stupid thing to get angry about, but i cant help how i feel and i know that im not the only one who feels this way about it. i guess i just never believed people when they said that you would grow apart from your high shcool friends, but i guess they were right. .
ok im done venting. .on a happier note, i offically have a boyfriend and it's kind of weird because ive been single for so long. but i'm really happy and thats all that matters.