slightly sarcastic
first off. happy easter.
second. i apparently have this sleeping problem. meaning i can't sleep. ever. i am tired during the day, yet have no time to nap, but then when i try to go to bed at night, i cant sleep. i find myself getting lsot in myspace. or cleaning my room. i hope this stops when i go home, because im not sure how much more my body can take. basically it hates me completely.
thrid. i'm kind of indifferent about going home. i mean i want to. i miss my friends and my family and everthing and i am super excited about my car. but i feel like this year ended so soon. i feel like nuthing got accomplished. i didnt make any friends or joined any groups. i just wish i could start over and be more outgoing. maybe even have gotten my job sooner, because ive seemed to make friends there and thats about it.
ive realized that im not good at making friends because ive never really had to. ive had most of the same friends since elementary school and all my other friends ive met through people, you know friends of friends and such. so i dont really know how to go out and "make friends".
four. i need to stop procrastinating because then i just get really overwhelmed and stressed and that doesnt help my insomnia.
ok i may try to sleep, but ill end up back here in about 20 minutes.
second. i apparently have this sleeping problem. meaning i can't sleep. ever. i am tired during the day, yet have no time to nap, but then when i try to go to bed at night, i cant sleep. i find myself getting lsot in myspace. or cleaning my room. i hope this stops when i go home, because im not sure how much more my body can take. basically it hates me completely.
thrid. i'm kind of indifferent about going home. i mean i want to. i miss my friends and my family and everthing and i am super excited about my car. but i feel like this year ended so soon. i feel like nuthing got accomplished. i didnt make any friends or joined any groups. i just wish i could start over and be more outgoing. maybe even have gotten my job sooner, because ive seemed to make friends there and thats about it.
ive realized that im not good at making friends because ive never really had to. ive had most of the same friends since elementary school and all my other friends ive met through people, you know friends of friends and such. so i dont really know how to go out and "make friends".
four. i need to stop procrastinating because then i just get really overwhelmed and stressed and that doesnt help my insomnia.
ok i may try to sleep, but ill end up back here in about 20 minutes.