Jun 06, 2005 23:07
omg ii`m so happy; onLy seven more days left of schooL. yo aiin`t nuffiin` change besiides da fact dat ii`m workinq now iin pLanet earth clothiinq store hea in da bronx; iit`s iiqh jus dat u qotta seLL in order to get paid more. iit`s off da books so ii`m onLy getting $5 per hour but ehk wateva. anyways today ma day was iiqh; i went to skooL and had the day off from work; i spoke to margaret for a lil bit & den when i got home i got online then took a nap. i spoke to deborah today `nd everytime i speak to her it`s like damn. =( all my feeLiingsz come back. i DEDiiCAYTED a song to her `nd she listened to it today. anyways; yesterday i told stephen i don`t want to be his friend anymore because everytime we taLk the feeLings come back `nd i just can`t do that `cause i`m in love with jonathan `nd he`s supposedly in love with lynette. he showed me a pic of his & her hand wif wedding bands. it hurt me so much since he was my first love. even though he wasn`t my first intimate partner my man was. stephen was the first serious reLationship i had but he was a jerk & an asshole who treated me like shit. i get reminded everyday of him cuz i go to skoo right next to his brib. damn man. leea is 2 months pregnant. CONGRATULATiONS BABY GiRL. WHEN WE GON FUCK? and lismany coming down hea with her sistah WHOOPDI FUCKING WHOOP & india is gon b ma fxck buddy when i go down thea & omg so much shit is happening i gotta take the fxken regents the 22nd. atleast i am only taking ONE. but umm i`m tired so i`m out. i proLLy stay home tomorrow so i`ll eitha write hea or just go to work.
P.S CHRISTINA IS STILL IN LOVE WITH ME & SO IS SABEL. WHAT DO I DO?