Rap Venting
I found rapping to be the most non-depressive way of venting. It's quite amusing and entertaining. Usually I do online rap battles (text battles), but people refuse to battle me because they're SCURRED, lol! Anywho, I came back from lunch and all of sudden started breaking out in rap in my mind with all the thoughts I had and started typing. This is what came of it:
Strange, how this life of mine is changin’/ Can’t accept how the time’s arrangin’/ Faces disappear right in front me/ Can’t seem to grasp everything I see/ Too fast when it passes by/ How do you distinguish a lie/ All I got is to trust this path/ Trust, I can keep in this wrath/ I’m so angry, bloods rushin to my head/ Livin a life of pretend/ Wakin up again and again/ Just to find that I’m stuck in this misery/ Like a penitentiary/ Blockin’ off my enemies/ drinkin, just to get by and breathe/ can’t even seem to get some sleep/ keep dreamin’ of the same nightmare/ starin at the same face endin’ in the same place/ nothing left when I wake/ all I got are these memories/ and this pain that subsides in me/ please someone set me free/ cant u see that it’s killin’ me/ I just want my tears to leave/ Dry my eyes so I believe…/ that my life will be okay/ Cause right now...I’ve lost my way