May 20, 2008 08:22
i am completely and utterly jealous of people who can make music.... and then put it on a myspace with some obscure and/ or indie inspired photo of myself or a few owls.
im joking.
finals are over. i feel tired. but ive been waking up earlier and earlier everyday for no real reason. fawk.
my energy level is off the charts.
I kind of want to pull my hair out sometimes, scream and move away.. from all thats around here. i mean, i dont hate anything with a passion anymore.. but its just id rather be somewhere else. around different things. just tell me, why is everyone from cerritos a dj, musician, fashionista or clubber? we've created monsters.
I remember being younger and trying harder than i do now. even though its annoying to see kids regenerating the same crap that once comprised an ever so lame scene in high school, to me its something... atleast its something. its trying. I have no idea what im trying to say here anymore.
Im going to santa cruz this weekend from Friday- Monday and im pretty excited. im going to buys lots of budzzz d00d.
and then Beirut the friday after!!~!~! my outfit is almost compelte.